She Will Be Loved

Accidents and Grief

Harry's POV

I woke up bright and early today because today was when we all told Julie about our upcoming tour. I hope she's excited because I know I am. I miss seeing our fans and being able to sing for them and perform. I woke up and went downstairs to make a pot of tea. I was walking into the kitchen when I saw Zayn sitting there with a cup of tea.

"Hey man, whats up" I ask sitting down with my cup.

"I can't sleep" he says sipping his tea.

"whats going on" i ask worried about my friend.

"With Julie pregnant, I mean, it's hard. Were starting tour soon, and I don't know whats going to happen. It's not my kid but I will love it and care for it because it's still Julie's baby. I just don't know what I'm going to do if it looks like him. I could never stand to look at it. To be honest, I want nothing to do with that baby." he says putting his head down.

"I know it's hard Zayn but, Julie needs you right now and she can't raise this baby alone. We are all going to help her, and you. We love you both. I get if it looks like him where that might be hard but It's something were going to have to accept. You need to be a father to that baby because it's not fair to the baby or Julie. " I explain to him

"I understand" he says sitting there.

I hear foot steps on the stairs and I hear the word fuck being muttered quite loudly. I go over and see Julie in a weird position. She looks at me and I pick her up and call for Zayn.

"Julie, what happened babe" zayn says coming in and rushing over to Julie.

"I'm fine I just fell" she says sitting up.

Julie's POV

I woke up and didn't see Zayn next to me and I was going to go downstairs but checked his room first and again, still not there. I started walking down stairs when I slipped on the carpet that was covering the stairs. I saw Harry come in and he brought be to the couch and called for Zayn. Zayn asked if I was ok and I told him I was fine I just tripped.

We all sat on the couch waiting for the others to wake. I heard the front door open and I saw Niall walk in. He was moving back in today and I was so happy. I ran over to him and jumped on him wrapping my legs around his waist. He transferred me onto his back and he held onto my legs so I wouldn't fall.

"Whats up me beautiful sister" Niall says laughing at me

I looked at him and noticed I was still using my toes to tickle his abs.

"Not much, just really excited that your coming home today" I say while Niall plops me onto Harry's lap.

I lean my head on his chest and the rest of the family gets up and comes downstairs. After a good breakfast and everyone being dressed we all helped Niall move back in. I was pregnant, as you know, because of this zayn wouldn't let me move anything heavy. I sat on the couch mostly the whole time. Annie came over and sat next to me.

"Hey sweetie" she says giving me a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"Hi auntie" I say hugging her back.

"How you feeling" she asks

"I'm doing ok but I've been having some pain" I explain.

I get up to go get some juice from the fridge when I hear my aunt gasp. I turn around and I see blood on the couch. A this point I fall to my knees and I can't breathe. I don't know why I'm bleeding but I know it can't be good. Annie gets a black towel from the closet and gives it to me to put in my pants. She pulls my Uncle aside and next thing I know I'm being rushed to the hospital with my uncle. My stomach really hurts. I'm scared.

Annie's POV
To be honest. I can't stand Julie, she gets all the attention. I'm only putting an act on for Pauls sake. I can't stand his stupid girl . Always whining and complaining it's so annoying. I hope I get my rights taken away because I want nothing to do with her.

Paul's POV

I didn't want to tell Julie but, I think she had a miscarriage. I bring her to the hospital and they take her right away.  We are all siting in the waiting room when the doctor comes over to speak with me in private.

"Mr Higgins,I'm sorry to say this but, your daughter has lost the baby." he says

"Thats my niece, and oh my god, I can't believe this. Does she know yet" i ask

I hear my niece scream from down the hall and I run into her room. I see her sitting in her bed crying her eyes out. I walk over to her and sit beside her holding her in my arms.

"How could I have lost the baby" she asks me

"I don't know sweet heart" I say

I can hear her having issues breathing and I start singing Heaven to her by Bryan Adams. I can hear her cries slowing down. I look up and everyone is standing there with tears in there eyes. I get up and hug Annie while Zayn takes my place with Julie.

Annie's POV

I'm dating her uncle and to see him in pain hurts me. He really cares a lot for Julie. I look over and see Zayn with Julie. I understand this was a rape baby but, Julie shouldn't be taking it so hard like seriously. I walk out with everyone and Julie is being carried by Zayn. We all get in the car and head back home. As we enter the driveway back home Julie gets out of the car and walks slowly inside the house. I watch as she sits on the couch staring blankly at the wall.

"Juliette," I say time for my acting skills.

She just stares at the wall not making a sound. I put my arms around her and nothing. She is so upset about this that it bothers me. Julie is suppressing her emotions and thats not healthy. I move and sit next to Paul. Paul starts to talk about tour.

"So, we leave next week. So we need to pack by the end of this week. What I would do is leave out an outfit for everyday until next Monday. Then pack whatever is left over. Oh, and Annie" he asks me

"Yes love" I say

"Under the circumstances, can you please pack for Julie" he asks me

"Yes of course dear" I say pecking his lips.

I go upstairs and leave out a super hero set for Julie. For tomorrow it will be her superman shirt with her red skinny jeans. Tuesday will be her captain america shirt with her grey skinny jeans. Wednesday will be her green lantern shirt with her green skinny jeans. Thursday will be her iron man shirt with black skinny jeans. Friday will be her batman shirt with her yellow skinny jeans. Saturday will be green arrow shirt with dark green skinny jeans. Sunday will be her wonder woman shirt with her wonder woman skirt, and for the Monday we leave it will be her tank top and hoodie with a pair of her black leggings.  I just left out her black converse for each outfit. I packed up everything else for clothes and all her toiletries. I hated pacing for her but at least I didn't have to be downstairs listening to everyone have pity for her.

Louis's POV

I decided to help Annie pack for Julie. I walked upstairs and saw each outfit that was laid out for this week and I must say Annie has good taste with hero outfit picking. I helped her pack up the rest of Julie's stuff and I went into my room. I was watching TV for about an hour when I heard my bedroom door open. I looked up and saw Julie standing there with tears streaming down her face and I looked down and saw blood dripping from her arm. I ran over to her and picked her up.

"Julie honey what happened" I asked her crying

I watched as she slowly lifted up her sleeve and I can see many many freshly new cuts on her arm. I rushed her into my bathroom and grabbed the peroxide. I must have been in the bathroom for 20 minutes cleaning up Julie's arm. I carried her back into my room and laid down with her. I was watching her while I played with her hair.

I used to do this whenever my sisters would have bad dreams or issues sleeping. Julie's like another sister to me and I love her. I watch as her eyes begin to get heavy and she slowly starts falling asleep. I know Paul needs to know but not tonight. I cover me and Julie up kiss her head and before I know it everything goes black and were both passed out.