She Will Be Loved

Going Somewhere New

Julie's POV

I woke up and Zayn was fast asleep beside me. I got up and walked downstairs. Everyone was watching TV and of course my story was on again. I sat on the chair and Harry switched channels. I knew he did it for me but I also know he was interested in what happened.

"How you feeling" Liam asked

"I'm ok" I say switching positions.

I got up and sent a text to Luke from 5sos. I asked if he wanted to hangout and he said sure he'd love to. I decided I'd go over there since they lived a few blocks up the road. My uncle and Louis gave me a lift over there. I told them I'd call when I needed a ride home. I walked up to the 5sos house and Luke came out to meet me. He gave me a huge hug and brought me inside.

"Hey guys" I say walking in

"hey Jules" they say looking at me.

Luke and I along with the rest of the 5sos boys walk into the movie room they have and we decided on The Blind Side. I sat in between Luke and Calum. I started crying at certain scenes but the boys were always there to make sure I was ok. I started not feeling too well during the movie so I asked one of the boys if they could bring me home. Calum offered and drove me home. I wasn't even in the car yet when I ran over to a tree and got sick behind it. I hear Calum on the phone with someone as hes holding back my hair and rubbing my back.

Calum's POV

We all know what happened to Julie and the fact that shes getting sick isn't helping our thoughts. I help her up and i drive her home. I park the car and walk her inside. I decide to stay for a little bit and talk with Paul and the boys. Zayn is upstairs with Julie helping her bathe. Julie feels really weak right now and we don't know why.

"Look, the only thing I can think of is that she's pregnant, and to be honest that is the last thing I want to think but I don't know what else to think" I say staring at Paul and the boys.

"If this gets worse, Someone needs to bring her to the doctors or even get her a test" Liam says stating the obvious.

Niall looks like he just doesn't know what to do. I watch as he gets up and goes upstairs.

Niall's POV

I can't take this anymore. Julie clearly doesn't like me and I shouldn't be trying to make her like me back. I am moving out. The lads don't know that I have already found a place. I have been slowly moving things over there. I have a couple more boxes that I'm bringing over now. I jump in my car and drive over to my new place and drop the boxes off. I hear my phone going off and I answer it. I am shocked by whos calling though. It's Julie.

(J-Julie, N-Niall)

N- hey Julie

J- hey

N- whats up

J- where'd you go

N- Your the only one who knows this but, I moved out. I know your happy with Zayn and with me being there is just making things worse Julie. I will always be here if you need to talk or vent but I cannot live with you all anymore.

J-I'm sorry to hear that, I like I told Zayn, I fuck everything up

and with that she hung up. I was shocked as to what she said. I am the one who made this decision, it's not her fault. I would love to be able to see Julie everyday, shes like my,.........my sister. God damn it! all this time i thought I liked her as something more but I, I don't. We always got along fine until I kissed her and even when I did, there was nothing. Fuck! I am the one who fucked up, not her.

As I'm laying in bed I decide that maybe I need to tell Julie this. Not tonight I'll let everything cool down first but maybe tomorrow. I hope that I can fix everything and make it right.

Zayns POV

Julie seems off and I don't blame her. I do however feel like there is something more to it.
"Babe what's wrong" i ask her
"Nothing love" she says.
Since Julie has been here she has picked up on a British accent and sometimes even Irish because of Niall. I miss hanging with Niall and sometimes I wonder if Julie misses him too. I watch her as she gets up and sits outside smoking a cigarette. I'm about to go follow her out when I hear a knock on her door. I say just a sec and run into the bathroom and turn on the water to the shower. I close the curtain so Julie isn't seen and open the door for Paul.

" how can i help you" I ask
"Zayn, I need to know, do you have any plans on making sure that Julie will have help if she is pregnant" he asks.
" of course Paul, she won't be alone in it" I tell him.
He tells me to say goodnight to Julie for him and leaves. I open the curtain and Julie comes in. She gives me a look of gratitude for covering for her. I told her from day one I would cover for her and I intend to do just that. I hope Julie knows I would die for her because I feel like Julie doesn't understand how much love I have for her. She is so amazing. My family loves her and can't wait until we go back down to see them. My mom wants to help Julie so much. My dad wants to be the father figure she is missing out on but I did tell him to be careful of that because she was so close to her real dad. He understood. I decided that fuck everything and for now it's bedtime.