She Will Be Loved

Seeking Help

Julie's POV

I woke up this morning and found myself intertwined with Zayn's arms. I move his arms and get up to go shower. After my shower I walk into the bedroom and get dressed. I go downstairs and decide to make breakfast for the Malik Family. I heard footsteps and saw Trisha come downstairs in her bathrobe. 

"morning Trisha" I say plating the food.

"Morning love" she says giving me a hug.

"How'd you sleep" I ask her.

"I checked on you and Zayn a couple times but I slept fine" she smiled

I put all the food on the table and I whistled for the family. 

"This looks wonderful" Yaser says giving me a hug and kiss on the cheek

We all sit down and eat. We talk and laugh when I hear my phone going off.

"Please excuse me" I say going upstairs to answer the call.

I answer the phone and Liam's on the line. Somehow what happened to me was all over the news. I ran downstairs threw on the TV and there it was clear as day. Everyone came in and Zayn turned off the TV and thats when everything started. The hate, all my followers going up, I sat there and Zayn punched the wall. I walked up to him and gently held his shoulders.

"honey,it's alright" I say   

"No, babe, it's not. Your getting hate, it's all over the news and now..." he walk outside and I follow him. 

I see him standing outside smoking and he pulls one out and hands it to me. I pull out my lighter and light it.

Zayn's POV

"I'm sorry I got mad at you back in the house" I say pulling her into me. 

"it's alright baby, I know your just worried about me, and, I'm glad you are because I'm really scared" She says holding me. 

I sit down on the porch swing with her and pull her into my side as we finish our smoking.

"your uncles going to be mad at me...Isn't he" I ask her

"I'll back you up. I was the one who took off you didn't know" she says putting her cigarette in the ash tray. 

"I know what gets said about me when I left my ex but, Julie, I do  love you and I would never want to hurt you" I say pulling her in my lap. 

She leans her head on my chest and closes her eyes. I walk inside with her and tell my mom were going for a ride.  What Julie doesn't know is that I'm bringing her to get her help. My mom called while we were outside. I start driving and walk into Dr. Rosewoods office. 

"You must be Juliette" The doctor says. 

"Zayn, what are we doing here" Julie asked

"Honey, my family decided it would be good for you to seek help." I tell her. 

She gives me a look like we'll discuss this after but we sit on the couch and get going. 

"So Juliette how old are you" The doc asks Julie.

"17" she says simply.

"So, what bring you here, how can I help you" The doctor asks Julie.

She sits there quietly and she walk out. I follow her outside.

"Julie, wait" I say calling for her. I see her waiting in the car crying. I let out a breath and know that I really fucked up this time. She doesn't do well with strangers and telling her past to them. I get in the car and she says to me.

"bring me home" she says quietly.  

I try giving her a hug but she pulls away. I go home and she asks what were doing.

"I'm getting our stuff, you said you wanted to go home" I say getting out of the car.

She sits there and turns the radio on. I go in say bye to my family and pack up the car. I hear music coming from it and I hear Julie singing.

Julie's POV

I can't believe he would go behind my back like that. I was waiting for him int he car when a song I knew all to well came on. Not Strong Enough by Apocalyptica. I hear the car door open and Zayn is watching me crying. He jumps over to me and holds me crying. I feel my sleeves lift up by Zayn. He looks at me and just holds me tight. 

We start driving and the car ride is silent until we hit the same gas station we hit last time. We were almost home in England. Finally I see the stone house I know all to well. I slowly walk in dragging my suitcase behind me and opening the door. I see Niall sitting there and runs over to me and hugs me and I know that when Zayn walks in theres going to be an argument. 

Zayn's POV

I walked in and saw Niall hugging Julie real quick. Then he looks at me and I swear his eyes went from blue to red.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU WATCH HER" he says yelling at me

"I WAS WATCHING HER, SHE RAN OFF AGAIN BECAUSE OF HER DEPRESSION." I say yelling back. 

I can see Julie standing there trying her hardest not to fall apart but too late. 

"IT'S NOT HIS FAULT NIALL! I WAS THE ONE WHO RAN AWAY AGAIN. WHY DO YOU CARE ANYWAY? YOUR UPSET BECAUSE YOU CAN'T HAVE ME. i DONT LIKE YOU THAT WAY NIALL! I LIKE YOU LIKE A BIG BROTHER WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND!" she yells and cries at the same time and eventually runs upstairs forgetting her suit case. 

I look at Niall and say one more thing that makes him look at me and step back.

"If you really cared about her as much as you say you do, you'd know shes been cutting her arms." I turn around and stomp off looking for Julie. I see her laying on her bed in her bra and underwear crying. 

"Baby, that argument is not your fault." I tell her crawling i next to her.

She lifts her head to look at me and hold me. 

"This family is falling apart because of me. If Paul wouldn't have found me, you never would have fallen in love with me and you and Niall wouldn't be arguing like you are." she says falling asleep.

I lay there and take in what she said and it hurts me to see my girlfriend so hurt and broken like she is because she deserves to be happy.