She Will Be Loved

North Dakota

Julie's POV

I woke up and I saw we had landed in North Dakota. I grabbed Kennedy and I walked off the plane. I was walking through the terminal when I saw some blonde hair and a pink neon summer dress on. I instantly knew that was Alice. I ran up to her and I gave her a big hug. We hugged and I cried for a bit until both bands came off the plane. We all drove to the hotel we were staying at and once we arrived we went upstairs and got settled in our rooms. 

"So, J, have you thought about what we discussed" Alice asked holding my daughter.

"Yeah, actually, I have. I thought about it a lot and as much as I would feel better and safer staying at your place with Kennedy, I just can't take her away from her daddy. Plus on top of that I need Luke around with me so I can have the baby daddy around for Damon too. I wish I could live with you Alice but, I just can't." I say laying down on the bed.

"Don't worry about it Julie, I understand where your coming from. No worries" she says laying down with me and putting Kennedy between us. 

We talked a lot about everything and just caught up. It was so good to see her again. Kennedy loves Alice and I'm glad because thats her godmother. I heard my ringtone going off which was Something In The Water by Carrie Underwood. I'm originally from the states so I listen to american music. I especially love country. I looked at who was calling and saw it was my mom. 

(E-Eleanor, J-Julie)

J- hi mum

E- hi sweetie

J- whats up, is everything ok

E- yeah sweetie just haven't heard from you in awhile. How you holding up

J- like I want to punch everybody I see

E- Hun. have you ever thought about counseling

J- yeah, but I won't do it. It has never helped me before

E- alright sweetie, well, I have to get back to work but text me love alright?

J-Yes mom

With that I hang up and go see what the boy are doing. I leave Alice with Kennedy and I go see Liam and Niall. They are chasing each other with water guns and making a mess out of the room. I yell at them and they help me pick it up. I sit on the couch and my back is just hurting me so bad. We have been on tour for a couple months now and I am four months. I am showing a lot. Luke is so excited that he has a little girl and a little boy. I walk back into our room and say goodbye to Alice. I walk Kennedy to the bathroom because she says she needs to go potty.

I have been trying to potty train her and she had been doing well. I even have her wearing big girl underwear and I'm so proud of her. I give her a bath and dry her off and I pass her off to Luke. Ashton is rooming with Niall so It's just me, Luke, and Kennedy. We have Kennedy laying on her own bed with pillows surrounding her. I look at the date on my phone and I realize Kennedy's birthday is coming up soon. It's on June 28th. I am going to have to ask the boys where we will be on that date because I want to do something for her 4th birthday. 

"Honey" I ask looking at Luke while I order room service.

"yes love" he says coming from up behind me. 

"You do realize that Kennedy's birthday is in a couple weeks right" I ask 

" I didn't but I'm glad you told me, what are we going to do for it" he asks getting something from the fridge. 

"Where will we be on the 28th" I ask hanging up from placing our order.

I hear my baby girl giggle from the living room because she is watching Spongebob.

"We'll be in Tallahassee Florida. Why?" he asks 

"How many days will we be there for?" I say walking around the room picking up 

"At least 3 days. We we]ill be there the 27th, 28th, and 29th" he says pulling my body into his.

"Good because I'm going to make sure my little girl has a great birthday." I say kissing his lops.

"Whos daughter" he asks smiling.

"Our daughter" I say giggling.

I hear a knock on the door and I open it seeing our supper. I ordered a steak medium rare with mashed potato's and corn on the cob. Luke got a taco salad and for the baby we ordered her some mac and cheese with a hot dog. We sat down watching Tangled with Kennedy because that is what was on for the movie of the night.I looked over near the end of the movie and Kennedy was passed out. I carried her to the bed and Luke got her in jammies. I put pillows around her and covered her up. We kissed her head and for the first time in my life I feel like real parents. 

Luke's POV

Julie has been on the go all day. Her friend Alice came over which is both the kids godmother and then she helped Niall and Liam clean up and the  she ordered supper for the 3 of us. She even got to speak to El today which made her happy. We just put Kennedy to bed and she is passed out. I can tell Julie is happy about the life she has created for herself because I am watcher her watch Kennedy sleep. I pull her over to our bed and I lay her down. I can tell she is tired. We all had a good supper and watched a family movie. I wish all our days could be happy like this but with all the hate Julie is still receiving and the stress and everything else, I feel like Julie is having such a hard time to cope.

I have been looking at houses and I found one with Guest rooms for if the boys spend the night, a room for Damon and a room for Kennedy, plus a room for me and Julie I think I am going to ask Julie to move in with me. It's actually in Louis's home town which is Doncaster. I will talk with Julie about it tomorrow. It is a 3 hour drive to London but I'm sure Julie will have to think about this, a lot.