as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

" sorry jerry ... continue"

- Cara's pov- 4 days later-
I had been played by Kendal Jenner and it fucking  hurt

how did I heal this pain?
I didn't I concealed it by drowning myself In three things and three things only

alcohol
meaninglessness hook ups
and work

the drinks made it less apparent that Kendal was better at everything then all of these girls   and work made it look like to the public like u had my shit together .. a flawless system I had perfected over the years

but no matter how much I drank Kendall's kiss would always beat there's   by more then a land slid

but how could you escape the 'it' girl of the moment she was in magazines all over ads in the mall and on Bill boards

I was at selenas apartment hailiee and Taylor were here too " huh your not with Kendal you to were BFFs " hailiee said they chuckled I did to it was fake of course I wanted to tell them but no matter how much she used me o wasn't going to fuck her over like that " I don't know I think they had a little fling" Selena said winking at me " like you and Justin" Taylor said we laughed Selena tackled her we laughed harder

-Kendal pov-
I was sitting at the dinner table at my parents house with my arms and legs crossed with a contract packet in front of me I had a massive hand over and my eyes were irritated because I had been crying over cara a girl I let slip

Khole Kim kayne Scott kourtny Kylie tyga and my parents are all sitting at the table " Kendall I know you don't want to be here but sit with respect" mom said I lazily sat up " why am I here" I said " did you even read the packet" Scott said we usually joked around but I was in a mood you could say " yes and all I got out of it was a paper cut and knowing I can't sue any one " I said " look I know your going through some things with Harry but honey o hate to see you down" dad said with a hopeful smile when he said Harry my eyes flickered to Kylie " fine... I'll sighn it" I said " hang on" Jerry said the family legal person I paused " your fued with Kylie will be aired " he said pushing his glasses up on his nose " every one knows " she snapped " some one can't keep there legs-I meen mouth shut" I said Scott chuckled with Khole you would know about that wouldn't you" she said "ovnously not" I spat " oh you don't-okay sorry" she says sarcastically " I didn't sleep with your boyfriend did I. no so I woudnylt know anything " I said " you never knew anything!" she says loudly " girls!!" my mom yelled we both sat back scuffing " fuck of kendall" she said " Kylie!!" mom said " well we know fuck is in your vocabulary " I said she gasped " are you calling me a slut?!!?" she asked " you says it not me" I said " i swear to god Kendal" she said " Kendal Kylie??!?" my mom yelled we both glared at her " listen to Jerry!!" she said I sighed realizing how immature I looked " I'm sorry Jerry I didn't meen to cut you off ... continue " I said running my hand through my hair " y-yes thank you Kendal so as I was saying

he went on my mind drifted to cara Kim and him went back and forth to under stand everything

I was snapped out of thinking about cara beacuse I herd my name
" Kendal!!" kourtny called leaning over the table i jumped  " what?!" I said nervously " Ken are you okay your very out of it today" Kim asked " she is thinking of that date I set you up on a couple days ago" Khole says mugging me I chuckled " probley  slept with him" Kylie muttered 'he' as in cara and things went very different.. Khole gasped " your welcome " she said side hugging me " no I didn't though we do live on theme sane floor in the same complex" I said " so how did it go " kourtny pushed my parents and Scott were talking to Jerry  Kylie was still sending dagger any way but every one was sitting in there same seats

" well it didn't end the best" I addmited " was he a shitty kisser-or better then Harry" Kim asked smirking from the corner of my eye I made eye contact with Kylie " better then Harry" I said " what went wrong" tyga asked nicely " I realized I could never go public with us... or tell any one about .. him.." I says ' him'  didn't sit in my mouth the right way