as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

dont run..please

- gigis pov-

i watched her silently cry for a couple minutes trying to think of anything to make her stay and face cara

" kendall.." i said softy she sniffled " im going to admit something and..open up ..and i want you to listen" i said softly but flatly not looking at her "o-okay" she sniffled " i know im not the best  at staying out of partys or staying with one guy for too long... i know i seem empty headed and just a model or like all i care about i partying and guys ...but i care alot about you...and the one thing that has been a constant in my life is you..your my best friend when guys get sour and the partys end your still there..and-and i dont know how you do it all.. your so smart-why cant you see this-" she cut me off "gigi please dont make me do this... this is what i do-this is what i have always done i run away from love its just a fact.." she breathed more tears going down her face "it doesn't have to be kendall!! your fucking up again and i wont sit back and watch-not again i did it for harry and in high school i watched you fall in and out of fake love-but this is real i know it...babe i know it...i look at you and cara an i see a-a glowing alive relationship... i know shit with our dad is making things hard but one old man cant ruin this.. i see the way you look at her and you didnt look at harry or any one else like that!!" i ranted at the end of my wits trying to make this work knowing kendall was emotionally numb right now

" dont ruin this.." i breathed i wanted her to be happy so bad she was about to cry thank god we were far away form every one she hates looking weak in front of any one me included im sure cara is on that list to her eyes were watery and her nose a little read she opened her mouth trying to talk a tear dropped " im sorry.." she whispered "why" i asked softly " i dont know how to stay happy...i used you" she said closing her eyes tears gushed out "used me -how ken?" i asked softly my hand on her back "I danced with you to make her jealouse...im sorry.. she didnt even notice she was to busy with that girl.." she said crying i was a little bothered by the fact that she did use me but i pushed it away

she sighed it came out shaky and un even " i dont know how to do what you want me to G ...i dont know how to stay and face her.. i am solitary shy person thats jst who i am-i dont do this shit-i dont do crying and emotions" she said looking down at her lap " please just try..." i begged she closed her eyes

-selenas pov-

i was with cara taylor and Justin we were at the bar but not causing a scene cara had been tearing up taylor wouldn't let her leave she didn't want her to lash out on kendall

Jordan rushed up " babe.." she breathed and hugged her taylor backed up knowing about Jordan and caras platonic relationship " i cant take this shit im going to find kendall" Justin muttered his jaw clenched " Justin no" i said "baby i know her..i need to go help her if cara is tearing up kendal is some were balling ..." he said looking in my eyes i knew he wouldn't take no for ansrew

he walked away i crossed my arms and looked at Jordan and cara, cara was explaining everything to Jordan..

- kendalls pov-

gigi begged me i coudlnt look her in eye while i disappointed her but i coudlnt do what she was asking me to..i havent ever before

she went on i couldn't deal with the guilt of letting her down so i blocked her out

"gigi?" i herd jsutin ask ehind us "yeah" she said i could feel her staring at me as i looked at my hands in my lap "can i?" he asked

she got up as he sat down next to me he sighed

he waited till she walked away or thats what i assumed "beatifull ocsean.." he said

"huh... nothing? were is the kendall that drowns on about the coulds beacse there 'breath taking'" he mocked me "not now Justin..." i muttured " then when" he asked my softly i shrugged " thats a fucking shame.." he said quitly then took a sip of a champne bottle