as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

anxiety

- Kendall's pov-

I have been staying at my moms house

Everyone but my dad and the cameras were there

Kylie Kim Kylie Khole Tyga Kanye Scott kourtny
And there kids

I left 'my' room to go to the home gym or to eat other then that I spent my day sleeping

my sisters loud attention getting ways kept my king off cara

Other times it would make me miss her and how she didn't need to be loud she would make her presence known by kissing me or a simple touch then say near me or even on my lap

The media found out about that hickey I possessively left

Sara ' jokingly' took credit for it over twitter

There hasn't been a lot of times in my life where I have been as mad as I was that day
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Kylie khole and Gigi were over and we were in the back yard by the pool.

I had only been staying here for a couple days I had no contact with Cara but I had one lunch with harry despite caras insecurities about it

"So are you worried Sara will snatch your girl" khole winked

" fucking child" I muttered under my breath

" she is just a toy if even that to cara... Cara will use her - maybe not physically but use none the less, get bored and throw her away" I said as a matter of fact

" and if she never gets bored " Kylie smirked

" Sara is a child that plays children's games I never liked her.. " I stated

Usually I wouldn't be such a bitch. It didn't happen all the time but it wasn't rare that a girl especially another model wanted cara and thought she was hot

But It was rare if they acted on there lust most just passively hate me or lightly flirted with cara

Few actually got close to her on one of her nights out and attempted something as brave as a kiss.

And when they did usually cara would either let her famous attitude and meanness out or kindly decline then depending on how she was feeling that day

She never went along with it out of respect and love for me

But that night and nights following she showed no love or respect for me.

nothing really big popped up in the media just articles about theories.

Or noticing her growing out more and us spending no time together.

But that didn't mean cara wasn't sneaking around with those bitches

And that honestly scared me

Caras hands on some one else's skin

Her lips kissing lips other then mine

I was snapped out of thought by Gigi's voice

" so ken" Gigi said " what would happen if Cara cheated on you- surly you wouldn't stay married to her, what would happen if with your little girl " Gigi asked being surprisingly level headed about the whole thing the thought of me doing this with out Cara terrified me