as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

warm and soft

- caras pov-

I got harpers stroller " Kendall .." I said she looked up from her phone at me " you can still call me if anything happens- I know your going to say harry has changed or compare what I have done what he has done, but I still.. care about you" I said she nodded

" thanks" she said

kendall was getting ready, she was dressed casual

I looked at harper in her carrier

she was tucked in and sleeping I made sure I had her baby bag with everything in it

" cara are you sure your ready to go out with her by yourself?" she asked " like I said you really don't have to go.. its casual- its not like were going to do anything" she said walking into the bed room as I buckled harper in " dose he know that?" I asked she scuffed " your still my wife-" she cut me off " oh so now I'm your wife, cara you-" I now cut her off " I know what I did kendall.. trust me I cant tell you how bad I feel and how guilt keeps me up at night" I said she looked at me

" but I was drunk it didn't mean anything and you hurt me- I don't even remember it...but this isn't a mistake your meaning to go out with him, at our apartment" I said

" and you think that's worst?" she asked her tone was serious she wasn't being sarcastic..

" in some ways.. yeah" I said

I was walking in the hall harper was awake I put her pacifier in her mouth as I was walking into the elevator

" kendall told me you came back" gigi said bitterly she was in the elevator with kylie.. just my luck

" not really, but " I said shrugging " what is that suppose to mean are you going to leave again?" kylie asked in a mean tone " no I mean your sister is having harry styles over as we speak.." i said

"or a dinner date" I sighed

" well no shit cara you were gone for months-you missed-" I cut gigi off " I know what I did gigi..but kendall doesn't see harrys intentions.. he is just trying to get in her pants" I said getting mad at the whole situation again

" you haven't been much better" kylie said

usually I just let them be over protective but they needed to see kendall wasn't innocent in this

" you know did you two ever stop and think-maybe kendall did something in this whole situation" I said they looked at me they expected me to just take what ever they said " no you didn't- she left me.. then she went to her mothers house for weeks.. then she flirted with harry after I asked her to stop-then I started going out...I know she isn't the one that cheated but I'm not he one that left first- and I certainly would never give one of my ex's the time of day in our apartment.." I said

I was at sukis apartment she was gushing over harper I smiled at them harper was already so playful and at such a early age

" I'm worried suki.. what if he tried something" I said " then she will just knee him in the balls" she said

I rolled my eyes

" what if she doesn't stop him..." I asked

" then you have to accept that she slept with him" suki said " and then you will understand how she felt" she said feeding harper

" but I -" she cut me off " I know tis not the same- she has history with him and he is a pervert that fucks girls just to leave them" she said

suki wasn't helping " suki.." I said "sorry-sorry" she said putting her hands up