as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

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- Kendall's pov-

I was leaving, god I was going to miss Harper.

I was holding her I couldn't stop kissing her face all over.

After 30 minutes of trying to say goodbye and as stupid as it sounds tearing up. I would miss her so much

She mumbled random sounds and things as I gave her back to Cara

Cara was just looking behind me, even when I was leaving she couldn't spare me a glacé.

I know right now wasn't the time but I didn't talk about it yesterday at all
And the distant cold look on her face broke my heart .

" Cara, I don't know how much longer I can do this" I said softly it was almost a whisper

" you will only be gone for a week I don't see the issue" she mumbled putting Harper in her play holder

" I'm not talking about that, I'm talking about you and I" I said

"there isn't a us ken" she said

I was bitting the inside of my cheeks trying not to cry, I was sick of crying

" then why am I trying so hard if you can't even see a us?"I said kinda mocking the us part

She shrugged " because you feel guilty" she said not looking at me

" there isn't a us Kendall there is a ' you slept with Harry'" she says her eyebrows furrowed

" I'm done.. " I breathed as tears broke through my eyes and went down my cheeks.

I kissed harpers head as she played and left

My bags were already being sent

When I got into the elevator got myself together

Paparazzi would love the sight of me crying as I leave the complex.

I was sitting in a fancy room awaiting the fitting appointment for Chanel.

I thought about how Harper should be getting grumpy because she needs a nap.

The fitting was hectic as dumb as it sounds out forgot how crazy and busy this all was

I also forgot about all the bitchy girls that try and intimidate me.

- 4 days into fashion week-

I face timed Cara sometimes to see Harper I missed her so much.

Fashion week was really tiring but everyone one in the media was talking about me coming back.

I face timed Cara to see Harper

Harper showed up on the screen " hey love" I cheered she recognized my voice she laughed I smiled

She said words that sounded like ' mummy' or ' mommy' so Cara was trying extra hard to teach her apparently

" I love you so much and I miss you" I said

After a little bit I had To go

- 2 days later-

I had walked in I don't know how many runways I just know it was more that I can count on two hands so I was proud of myself.
I felt a weird sense of maturity, these silly girls tried to play there petty immature games