as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

wine stains

- caras pov-

i chuckled out my nerves god dammit ..why was i so nervous i hope selena and kyie coudlnt tell ..or not tell the full extent " just do it cara she loves you.... She has told  me with the happiest biggest smile" kylie said i nodded " she dose. Thats why i ont want to do anything to fast- im new to relastionships..as you guys know this i smy first real relationship were i actually gave a shit about the other person" i said they chuckled "just go..we will be here just lookover and we wil be smiling giving you thumbs up" selena said with her hand on my shoulder i sighed

i got up i walked over the air was heavy. Why was this is hard.. i could tell kendal anything..literally i could tell her i just almost pee'd myself or something really embarrassing and she would smile and giggle and her eyes would kinda squint from laughing and smiling then she would share some embracing story while roll sing her eyes ..i loved her

before i knew it i was standing infront of her..the trip was much to short i needed more time..but  i was here her mouth moved " what?" i asked she laughed she wa slaying on her stomach with her feet in the air "feet-five" she giggled i laughed and tickled her foot she laughed

i sat infront of her i was so nervous my breath was kinda shaky i have never had this issue..but then life decided to punch me in the stomach and have me fall for kendal

those same two brown wild eyes were staring into mine as i thought about her " you kidna took buddy's spot" she said i laughed buddy walked back over clearly confused as to why i was were he should be he walked really close to me his head touched my cheek "aww" kendal said and sat up and kissed his head and layed back down he sniffed her she laughed and petted him she was so lovley..

she layed flat on her back with her hands behind her head i sat infront of her head she looked at me up side down i sighed i looked at selena and kylie they nodded smiling "i-i need to ask you somting" i said she looked at me due to my tone "um-anything what" she said kinda sat up turning around but still kinda laying down.. " is it work-your working to much babe...or is it Jordan ..she will get over her self" she said trying to help witch only made me never want to lose her..witch made taking this risk even harder

i sighed it came out shaky "cara" she said softly "im fine i just.." i said "are..do you ..not" she said trying to ask me if i wanted to breack up "no! no!" i said shaking my head sitting up stirght and tense with ym hands up in defense she visibly relaxed "no..no never Kenny i love you i never want you to leave-i-i mean that in every epect of the word...i never....i ner want you to leave" i said breathing out the last party she looked at me with a beatifull puzzled expression " i never want you to leave" i breached kidna chuckling finally looking at me her eye browels furrowed "babe i wont..im here for a long time .rember" she said " no-i meen..i never want you to leave my apartment.." i said she silently let out a breathy chuckle her lips were perfectly parted " you dont have to ansrew me now..just..i realy.. really care about you..i-i need you..i knowhat im like with out you thanks to the Karlie thing ..and i lie the version of me with you worlds better" i said plucking out the grass "so just so are no misunderstandings.. im asking you to move in with me.. i think living with you would be ...the best" i said chuckling the last time she was smiling it was a sweet shocked emotional smile her eye browels wee jsut barley furrowed she was smiling but her mouth was open "of-of coruce..i would love to..i-i love you..cara .. and i think living together would be the..best" she said smiling and moking me i smiled " i have a wor tomwro.." i said "me to im busy with the victori secret show but..the minute  i get a chance to breath. We can pack my stuff and..walk..well tae it down the hall" she said i laughed " god i was so nervous to ask you" i said she sat up and sat Indian style across from me and plucked the grass lie i was " why?" she asked