as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

hair cut

- kendalls pov-

she sniffled and sighed

after a couple minutes she gathered herself

"so you clearly love her" she said " i do alot" i said she smiled wiping her tears "have you always known you liked girls and just kept it from us?" she asked "no..no i didnt even think about girls..i still dont"i said i thought about it for a second" but when i met cara it wasnt love at first sight but she was perfect usually when i liked guys i had to convince myself it was a crush but this was deafening.."i said "i tried to ignore her and be with harry but that only made me stressed out and sad... she was and is everything he wasnt"i said thinking about it "what do you mean?" she asked " when he was mean and careless she was so lighthearted and sweet..she always knows what to say or what not to say-you would know more then any one how shy and weird i can be..but with cara im not " i said

" its nothing you did or could have done Kris.." i told her  softly "it took along time for me to realize this and alot of caras help but-there isnt anything wrong with me being in love with a girl.."i said " im going to be honest with you i think you diserve to know the truth about everything"i told her" it took me ..a long time to get over you and bruce not supporting me, i thought that the love i had for cara was wrong..or not true"i said i thought about it "it kept me from giving her the things she deserves ...i cant image how conflicting it must have been for her"I said realizing it " i cried alot"i said "beacuse i loved her and i didnt want to at first.."i said i sighed realizing how selfish i was "image how hurt she must have been?...a girl you love and want every one to know you love.. cry's beacuse she dosnt want to love you"i said more thinking out loud "kenny im so sorry"she said tears going down her face

"if you came her months ago i would have just rolled my eyes and told you to leave..but im more mature now and ill forgive you"i said "i want to be in your life..and your child's life.."she said "i want that too...but you wont if you treat our child diffrent or make them feel odd for having two moms "i said "no!..no im so proud of you for that..thats why i wanted to come here to tell you im sorry and im so happy for you"she said

khole and kylie walked in already eating the donuts

" aw are you crying?" khole asked Kris " yes"Kris chuckled wiping her tears

my phone buzzed

cara: sorry i missed your call

i opened my phone

cara: sorry i missed your call

cara: what was it about?

kendall: kris is at the apartment she apologized for everything, i forgave her

cara: thats great babe! im sorry i cant be there

kendall: dont be im a crying mess im glad you cant see me

cara: aww at least you have Kris in your life again

kendall: yeah, how are things with the movie?

cara: good the director sent me some suburban town to get the feel of my character so im just walking around this boring town with Nat and margot

" aww your texting cara"kylie teased i rolled my eyes "technically she texted me"i said

I talked about being pregnant for a while then kylie gushed about tyga I was happy to see her so happy and if that meant her being with tyga then I guess I'll have to stop living in the past about him

" I'll show you around" I said " okay" she smiled
" that's the kitchen obviously then the eating area" I said "even though we almost always eat in the living room" I said shrugging and playfully rolling my eyes she chuckled " that's our bed room-our balcony is.. right next to Kylie's which is..." I said " fun" she said I chuckled " sure" I said