as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

private jet

- kendalls pov- the next day-

when i  woke up she was next to me but she wasnt curled up to me like usual she had her back to me 

where did she go? was she laying in another bed just a acouple of hours ago

images of her having sex with other girls filled my mind and my eyes a tear rolled down my cheek

i just went out onto the balcony with my lap top and started to buy a plane ticket to new york

i walked back in over the my closet i packed a small back " if your leaving ...your going to need a bigger bag" she said in a heart breaking tone but i had to stick with my instincts she was sitting up in bed looking stunning even in the morning  "im-im not im just going to new york for a shoot" i said not looking at her " sure" she said like she didnt beilive me

i left

i flew to new york

after a long flight that gave me time to think even though by the end of it my mind was still a mess

i walked out of the air port i was surrounded by paparazzi

i made it into the taxi and told him the direction's to the shoot

i payed him then got out

i got to the shoot i saw calvin there "oh is this a Kline shoot?" i asked him "yes honey and your going to break your own limits" he said "uh-what" i said he laughed "just go to the booth that says jenner you will know" he said

i found my booth..there was only a thong..

i put it on wihta white robe

"calvin i think there has been a mistake there was only a thong" i said he chuckled "i think your ready to go topless dont you?" he said

what would cara thin-lexi

" yes i think its about time" i said he laughed

i stood on the back drop i turned my back to the camrea and dropped my rob and started posing "yes!!" he said

we worked for hours i helped him with other ideas

it was late again " come back tomorrow for part two" he said "part two?" i asked " yes this is a new ad campaign" he said i smiled at the thought of a whole calvin campaign to myself "Okay-yes of cource" i said he smiled and kissed my cheek

i was on cloud nine ..my own campaign..

i walked into the hotel i put my purse on my bed my phone was ringing

" hello" i said putting it on speacker phone " babe" gigi said music was in the back round "yes whats up" i said " you need to get your ass down here" she said in a worried tone " gigi im working i texted you during the flight i cant fly home for some party" i said " your going to loose cara now i know she cheated or you think she did but there is a huge party at OAK 1 tonight and she is going to be there and i over herd one of her ex's talking about how she was going to get her back at a run way today" she said i was shocked "kendall...kendall?" gigi said "im here" i breathed " babe right now you cant close her out and stand stile like you did with all your boyfriends and well- every relationship ever you have to move and do something" she said "gigi-" she cut me off " kendall now" she ordered and hung up

 i looked at the paper for tomwo shoot lay out then i thought of her going back to our apartment with some girl

" dammit cara" i whispered

i  packed my bags and rushed down to the lobby

" i want to check out" i said "but you jsut checked in" the guy said with a tone like i was stupid" i know that but i wasnt to check out" i said "is there any thing wrong with your hotel room we could-"i cut him off " no im just in a huge-huge hurry and i need to go" i said he nodded

after he took his time checking me out

i hailed a taxi

i got in " airport please"i asked " quickly i will pay extra" i said he sped to the air port

i looked there were no plans going to californa with in the next 2 hours

i rushed to one fo the front desks i think the girl knew who i was " hi may i rent a private jet" i asked " oh um were to?" she asked "californa-LA  to be exact" i said "ae you sure you just ont want to wait there is a plane leaving here in two-" i cut her off "im sorry to be rude but i know its two hours and im in the biggest hurry eve im sure what is the fee" i said she typed it up in her computer "umm..is $10,937" she said i sighed

is it worth-lexi

i got a imeage of cara kissing some girl

"yes thats fine" i said "okay here are the directions it should be ready by the time you get there" she said "okay thank you" i said taking the paper

i rushed to the area

i boarded the private jet

i sat in the seat looking out the window  i was so nervous i felt like my mouth was a desert a lady walked up " may i get you anything mrs.jenner" she asked "um maybe a water-and when are we landing" she asked "it should be another hour or two" she said i sighed "thanks" i said

she gave me a fancy water

i tasted it i hated fancy water.. but i didnt want to ask for more

my leg bounced and i was bitting my nails

when did i start bitting my nails?

i was in hell the pressure of the plane the noise of it and the thoughts of cara with the girl lexi was a dangerous and dizzying mixture 

i kept checking my phone

i dont even know what i was going to do when i got there was i going to go off on cara...was  i going to off on the girl.. maybe both of them, would i do what i did in the past with people and not say anything and just leave..no i loved cara to much to never talk to her again

at least if i went off on her one last time i would be able to see her eyes and maybe hear her voice again if she talked back, of course she would its cara she would go off on me back

and in this sick mind frame im in currently, her going off on me would seemed like heaven at least i know she still cared and loved me enough to get mad and not just  climb back into bed or go out on the balcony

i was going crazy i wanted cara to yell at me.. i wanted to yell at her

god i just wanted her infront of me yelling or not i just wanted her to be here but in a weird way i was still fuming mad

i havent ever felt like this, i know this is the truest love i have known or herd of so is wanting to yell at them true love wanting them to just yell or talk or smirk...something

and thats why i payed almost $11,000