as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

honey moon part-4

-kendalls pov-

we spent time in itly cara insisted on going to place after place sight after sight.

we were currently at 'St. peter's ballistic' it was a beatifull and huge Renaissance church in Rome it was breath taking

cara had a camrea around her neck we took turns taking pictures of eachother, it was so amazing...this all was i could feel how much cara loved me. not that i couldn't before we got married but we never took a vacation  for our selfs, by ourself

cara kept kissing me and touching me and i didnt always mean sexually when i said touching she was just so sweet and happy, i loved this version of cara care free and she didnt have a short fuse.

i was snapped out of my thoughts by a kiss on the cheek cara put her arms around my waist she playfully kissed my neck my cheeks heated up "cara there is a family in the grass over there" i whispered refuring to the family having a picnic we were in a huge brick hallway with huge posts it was a outside hallway though she smiled agianst my cheek chuckling "come on ill take your picture with that sculpture" she said i smiled

i stood on the half wall pretending with a humorsly fancy pose and facial expression she laughed and took the picture" yes darling-into the camrea more-more" she said with dramatic accent like a mad fashion photographer

after having lunch at a Italian restraunt we went to the beach but there were to much people and paparazzi has been really annoying trying to see what we are doing on our honey moon

we were in a rented rang rover she was in the drivers eat we were in a parking lot or parking area for the beach " okay i ordered a boat" she said looking at her phone still i looked at her "cara" i said it was un-needed she controlled the situation again..not even giving me the chance to be a adult ,god i loved her but god she was so annoying sometimes i think it was beacuse she was older then me partly" cara that-we dont need that" i said looking at her she looked at me and kissed my lips softly i coudlnt resist her sweet lips

i melted her hand was under my chin she kissed my lips again before breaking the kiss for good our faces were still close " i want to do this for you" she said softly holding my chin i let it go..

i couldn't really logically be mad at her for this, or i couldn't say it

"okay lets go love the boat is over there.." she said looking over to it

we got out of the car

we walked up the dock it was a smaller yatch " the great thing about this is that there isnt alot of waiters and boat hands walking around the boat" she said kissing my cheek lovingly 

we walked onto the boat there was a small deck with a deck furniture around a unlit fire place. it was pretty cozy

" lets go inside" she said smiling at me she was holding my hand i followed her into a little lounge area it was maybe the size of a small bedroom "lets watch something while we go out further into the ocsean" she said

we watched some reality tv show..

it made me think of the days when reality tv was a constant in my life. Even though i wasnt demanding attention like my sister and rarely ever ended up on tv..the camreas were around 24/7 i just didnt yell and do anything ' interesting' like my sisters when they got into fights and over reacted about things  

every time i found myself thinking about this, i found my elf feeling less and less like apart of the family, i meen lets forget that my parents disowned me and i dont talk to them even before i never 'clicked' with them i mean yes they were my family and knew i was natrally shy but i grew up feeling weird..some times jealouse of kylie no one would ever think the 'model sister' would be jealouse of her siblings