as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

angel..

-- kendalls pov- 2 days-

theses past 2 days i have either been with cara kylie or training for the show meaning working out and practicing my walk

me and gigi were in the hallway of our apartment walking in heels i was wearing t-rex footie pajamas it was night time theses were my pajamas she was wearing sweat pants and a sports bra she was sitting on the floor i was practicing walking we were both wearing high heels "yes!" she cheered Karlie walked up in heels and a t-shirt and pac man pajama pants "yes bitches!" she said doing a model walk we laughed 'your girlfriend is preforming tomwro" gigi told Karlie she blushed "shit im the only stirght one here" gigi said 'didnt you make out with Jordan?" i said "if your drunk it docent count" she said we laughed "but like ..Jordan is a good kisser so" gigi said eating pizza

" i have been working out so much my abs are even more noticeable " i said they laughed

we practiced for a while then we all turned in for the night

i walked in to find cara already asleep with buddy my life was becoming the heaven i had been dreaming of

i woke up tried and wanting to die.. then i realized my alarm was going off.. i had to wake up and work out..

i had to get up from this warm amazing bed with cara and go work out..

the Victoria secret show better be worth it..

i got up "noo "she groaned the in sexist asleep voice her arms out and searching for me with her eye browles furrowed i smoothed her hair " i have to go work out babe" i said softly she sighed and turned over on her side

i layed on top of her she laughed i wrapped my arms and legs around her i dug my face into her neck i kissed her neck a million times

i got up

i changed into a grey-white reflective sports bra with black nike leggings and grey yeezuz shoes i wore a light grey nike running jacket that was also reflective it was so light and thin i left it un-zipped

she was sound asleep

i brushed my hair and teeth and mashed my face i but my hair up

i walked out and kissed her four head "i love you" i whispered and tucked her in

i got my phone and ear buds and a water bottle

it was so earlier it was dark out

i loved running..alot

but it reminded me of my dad contently thats why i didnt to much of it any more

i ran to some near by mountain hiking trails but since it was californa it was like dessert mountains with easy trails

i ran for about two hours i kept having flash backs of me and bruce waking up eelier eating breackast and running it was our little thing not even kylie would come with us.. he would let me climb on rocks that i couldn't dream of climbing around mom..

i found myself with tears streaming down my face thank god no one was out this early i was pretty high up on a cliff like edge

"shit" i muttered whipping the tears

i sat on the edge with my feet hanging and took a sip of my water and looked at the sun set

i pulled out my phone over the coerce of theses two days my mom had tried to call ..7 times...

i looked

bruce..3 times..

i bit my lip cara told me to focus on the show witch was tomwro then try and work stuff out.. what was there to work out thug they legally disowned me..i have no parents..