The Brunette

Chapter 34

Chapter 34(Niall's pov): Im holding onto Bella tightly with our legs entangled in each other. I can tell she isn't wearing a bra but I try not to think about it. I inhale the deep, sweet scent of roses.

I love her so much.

Why did she have to have a boyfriend?

"Hey, you asleep?" I whisper, wanting to make sure she is. She frowns slightly and says something in spanish softly. She's asleep.

I search her face, taking in every inch of her lovely face. I kiss her on the lips gently, not wanting to wake her up. She smiles a little and says something else that I couldn't make out. "I love you." I whisper sadly. I give her an eskimo kiss and try going back to sleep.

Eventually, I slip into a deep sleep.

Suddenly, Im at a park. Its about noon I guess. There'a few people around, reading, walking, normal things. Im sitting in a clear meadow, about a few feet between me and the closest person. Im wearing a soft blue T shirt and grey jeans. I look around, apparently Im looking for something. I don't know what. I get a feeling of deja vu.

I want to stand up but something isn't letting me. I keep looking, getting a little frustrated.

Then I see Bella.

She's what I was looking for.

I smile immediately, like I always do when I see her. She's wearing a strapless, light pink lacy sundress with a thin woven leather belt around her waist and a pink flower crown on her pretty little head. Her hair is in small soft curls.

She sees me and smiles. She sits down next to me, kissing me on the lips gently. "Hey princess." I say withought thinking. "Hey my prince." She says, giggling sweetly. "I love you." I say, again, not thinking. "I love you too." She kisses me, running her hands through my hair. I feel so happy right now. Nothing can ruin this moment. I break the kiss and pull her into my arms. I sigh happily, knowing everything's alright with the world.

I then spot something on her neck. Its a small dark purple mark. A love bite. I don't remember giving her that. "Where did that come from?" I ask quietly, touching it gently. She smiles happily and giggles. "Harry gave it to me. He's my boyfriend remember?" She's still smiling, withought a care in the world. "But," I start in disbelief. "We're just friends, Niall." She giggled again. "That's all we'll ever be. Friends." She smiles brightly, ignoring my pain.

The word 'friends' starts echoing everywhere as she starts giggling again. The scene starts disappearing from the edges to the middle. "Friends, friends, friends." I hear repeatedly.

The last thing I see is her smiling face.

The first thing I see is her sleeping face.

It was a dream. I sigh, happy that what just happened, didn't happen. Then I checked her neck. There was a mark. Harry. I kiss it gently.

I love her.

Harry didn't love her.

I did.

I couldn't tell her now.

It was too late.

This was all my fault.

All the pain I was feeling right now was because I didn't tell her I loved her.

I might never be able to. She had a boyfriend.

There was a mark to prove it.

(Bella's pov): I was nowhere. Everything was white, there were only wood paneled floors. It felt like a room but I couldn't see the walls. I walked a few feet forward, not knowing where I was going.