Wake Me Up

Chapter 5

AN///IM SORRY I LIED THIS CHAPTER ISNT GONNA BE CUTE, THERE WILL BE PLENTY CUTE ONES LATER ON PROMISE

Monica and I were watching season 12 of Grey's Anatomy, we were always on the same episode. She was still really quiet, I didn't blame her. We sat next to each other, soon it was already 2 am. Monica yawned causing me to yawn as well.

Monica then put her head on my shoulder and was soon fast sleep. I turned off the tv and just looked at her. She was breathtakingly gorgeous. She doesn't love you anymore Andy. I took a deep sigh and kissed her forehead, she squirmed at the touch but didn't wake up.

I decided to wait about 1O mins to make sure she was sound asleep before I took her to her bedroom. Monica's room looked the same, since I last saw it. Black bed sheets on a king sized bed, grey puffy pillows, her favorite white bear that she's had since she was 6 sitting on top, her band posters covering the walls, the little white lanterns that she had hanging from her ceiling, the tickets from shows she's gone to, her grey walls, and all of her perfumes on the right of her bed.

I placed her down onto the bed and tucked her in. I placed another kiss on her forehead. I sat down next her and caressed her cheek. "I'm so sorry." Andy, she knows. "You meant- mean so much to me. I never thought I would do any of that to you." Of course you didn't. "I was so stupid. Honestly, I'd kill someone if they did that to me." Who wouldn't ? "Gosh, I'm so mad at myself for causing so much pain for you. I hated myself for what I did, but I still do." Never stopped.

I finally decided that I was done talking to her while she was sleeping and went downstairs. I turned off all the lights and slept on the comfty couch.

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4:OO AM
"AHHH NO GET OFF OF ME ! STOP-STOP STOP ! PLEASE DONT DO THIS !!!" Monica was screaming ! As soon as I heard that I ran upstairs to her room expecting someone to be on top of her but I was wrong. No one was there and she was still asleep but she was having a nightmare.

I shook her shoulders and yelled her name out, that happened 3 times before she finally woke up. She was sweating and looked like she was on the verge on tears. "W-what happened ?" I asked. "I-I-I thought he was h-here, he was going to....rap-e me," I tried comforting her with a hug. "I'll go get you some water," I said as I got up.

I returned with cold water and handed it to Monica. "Thank you," she said with a small smile. "Are you okay now ? Do you want me to stay up with you ?" I asked. I just wanted to make sure she was okay. "Yes, and no. Actually could you stay with me in here for tonight ? I completely understand if you don't want to." My heart fluttered. "Yea of course, let me get the lights," once I turned off the lights, I headed over to her bed where she had made room for me.

Her back was to me, so I just watched her back until I felt like she was asleep. I couldn't help myself, so I placed my arm around her waist. I kissed the back of her head and whispered "I never thought I'd see you again..." That was all I remembered before falling back to sleep.

MORNING
"AHHH ! W-what are you-?! Por favor ayudame Díosito!" Monica yelled. "What's wrong ?" I asked half asleep. "What's wrong ?! Really you're asking ME what's wrong ??? WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU- WHY ARE YOU IN MY BED ?!" She yelled. Have patience with her Andy.

"you had a nightmare about what happened last night and you asked me to sleep with you," I said calmly. "I WHAT ??!! Wait- so did we have sex ?!" she asked with wide eyes. "No-No I mean just sleeping, nothing but sleeping. I promise." She gulped, "T-thanks I guess. I'm sorry to have bothered you-you last night. You can go now," she said in a monotone voice.

Well that stung. I waved awkwardly with a small smile before heading downstairs to get my stuff. I headed out the door.

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I went to my backyard and smoked a blunt. It relaxed me a lot. Soon my eyes were red, and tearing up. I put it out and headed inside my house. I walked into my bedroom, I don't know if it was me being high but I felt the need to look through my closet. I saw a box sitting at the top of my shelf in there, i grabbed it and took it to my bed.

As soon as I opened it my mind was flooded with memories. My high school yearbook. I flipped through the pages, taking everything in. Monica was in the beginning of it because we were in alphabetical order by last name. She was 'Cruz' and I was 'Velasquez'.

Even in high school she was beautiful. I remember being head over heels for her, I still am. I put my yearbook away and looked through the book some more, when something caught my eye. My old iphone. I hadn't seen or used it after everything happened.

It still worked, when I unlocked it I noticed my wallpaper was of Monica and I smiling. Oh how time has changed. "One New Voicemail" it said on my screen. It was probably after I turned it off when everything just happened. The voice mail was old.

I clicked on it not expecting to hear what I just heard. "Andy ! Please don't go, I-I-I lied when I said I couldn't forgive you. The truth is...I forgive you because I'm-I'm in love you ! That's what love does it makes you forgive people you love. I'm head over heels for you. I don't know what love is but I'm pretty sure it's what I feel with you. I didn't even know these feelings existed ! You make me feel like a princess, and I just love you so fuc.king much ! Please, come back if you've already left...because I love you Andrew Leo Velasquez and I don't think I'll ever stop." Monica.

AN/// KIND OF A FILLER I'LL UPDATE AS SOON AS I CAN