Wake Me Up

Chapter 7

Andy's POV : I decided to call that chick that looked like Monica over. Honestly she didn't even look like Monica, it was just her hair. She was quick to agree. She showed up in no time. As soon as I opened the door she smashed her lips onto mine.

I don't know what I was thinking honestly but then again I had just chugged down a whole Jack Daniel's. I picked her up and dropped her onto the coach. She was quick to take off my shirt revealing my tattoos.

AN /// NO SMUT SCENE ( YET )

3O MINS LATER

We laid there just looking up at the ceiling. All while being naked. She kissed my neck. Honestly I felt icky, like I just wanted to take a shower but I feel like even that wouldn't help. Maybe it wasn't me feeling gross physically but mentally and emotionally.

"You we're amazing," she said she licked the back of my ear. Chills were sent down my spine. Someone knocked on the door and spoke up, "Andy ?" it was Monica. I stayed quiet and covered the girls mouth. "Just go away !" I hollered. "No Andy, we need to talk. Seriously." "I don't want to. Just go with Josh." Suddenly the door opened, "I'm sorry to intrude like this but we really need to talk abo-" she said finally noticing me. Sh!t.

"Oh," Monica said looking at the both us covered in blankets naked. Her voice had cracked. "Uh who's this ?" she asked. Before I could answer the question, the girl spoke up, "Elizabeth." "Well I guess I should go...bye Andrew," she said walking out the door.

I pulled my pants on and rushed out the door. "No-no wait ! Monica, let me explain !" I said catching up to her. I pulled her arm and she roughly pulled it back. "Let you explain ?! Just like you let me explain my ring ?! No Andy !" she was furious. "You haven't changed a bit. Just grow up ! This isn't high school anymore !" she continued.

"why are you even upset ?!" i asked. "I'm upset because you're probably gonna do the same thing you did to me to her !" "I DID IT BECAUSE YOU MEANT- MEAN NOTHING TO ME !!! GET OVER IT OH MY GOSH ! YOU'RE WORTHLESS, I KNEW YOUD BE AN EASY TARGET THATS WHY I DID IT. I DIDN'T LOVE YOU I PITIED YOU ! " I was getting closer to her and she looked as if her heart had been broken into billions of pieces. I finally pushed her, she stumbled, and fell back really hard on her wrist.

Josh came out of the car and helped Monica up into the car. He came to me and punched me. "YOU NEVER DESERVED HER ! SHE'S TOO GOOD FOR YOU ! DON'T EVER TOUCH MY FREAKING BEST FRIEND OR ANY OTHER WOMAN AGAIN ! GUYS LIKE YOU RUIN THE IMAGE OF ALL THE OTHER GUYS ! YOU ARE REPULSIVE I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE EVER SAW IN A SCUMBAG LIKE YOU !" he yelled as he spat. They drove off.

I didn't MEAN anything I said I was just so angry ! I never knew how to deal with my anger. I need help. I don't know why would say any of those things. "Jesus WHY am I so stupid."

Monica's POV : "I DID IT BECAUSE YOU MEANT- MEAN NOTHING TO ME !!! GET OVER IT OH MY GOSH ! YOU'RE WORTHLESS, I KNEW YOUD BE AN EASY TARGET THATS WHY I DID IT. I DIDN'T LOVE YOU I PITIED YOU ! " That moment played in my head the whole way home.

Josh and I didn't say a word. Once we got inside I collapsed onto my knees and just cried. Josh knelt down and rubbed my back. I was hyperventilating. I wasn't even crying anymore. My eyes were dark, grey, full of rain, storm clouds and my tears were the rain. I felt like all this time all my emotions I've been holding in, have been a hurricane.

"Hurricanes start with warm ocean water. The warm ocean water being love. Over time it turns into a tropical storm, the storm being the obstacles. Then the eye of the hurricane starts, the eye being realisation it's not getting better. Next weatherman and women, tell you how bad it's going to be ; you predicting how bad you're going to get hurt. The hurricane finally hits land, that being the breaking point where you let the fights break you up. When you've just had it. Then reconstruction, you seeing how it broke you and have no idea how to start again. It takes a long time. It hit you harder than you expected. Everyone is trying to help you pick yourself up but you don't even know where or when to start." I chocked out.

I was having a mental breakdown and I haven't had one since that day... "Come on let's get you to the couch," Josh said lifting me up and carrying me bridal style. "This is all MY fault. If I hadn't came back none of this would have happened."

I wonder what would've happened if my mom were to have seen me like this especially over Andy. She loved him like the son she never had. When I told Andy that I was here to see my mom, I meant seeing her at her grave. I visited every month. She died after I left to San Antonio.

It was my fault, if I would have been there when it happened she would've lived. Afterwards my dad fled, said he didn't want to be in a place where my mother had died. He lived in Austin, TX. We both ran away from destruction. I visited him every 2 weeks as well. My mother had died of a stroke in her sleep. I never felt the same after she died. She meant so much to me.

"Josh I can't feel my wrist and it's turning purple." i said genuinely worried. "That's it, get in the car. I'm taking you to hospital," He said as he led me back into the car making sure my the door had been locked.

45 MINS LATER

The doctors said I had sprained my wrist, but that it wasn't serious so they gave me some pills for the pain. Josh and I drove home in silence. When we got home I told Josh what happened the other day when I almost got rapped. He was angry at the fact that he wasn't there. But he comforted me.

We snuggled next to each other with all the lights off in my house, while watching 'Can't Buy Me Love' with the hottest actor on Earth, Patrick Dempsey. See this was the type of friendship Josh and I had, we could do things like this without having feelings and I really liked that. Soon we fell asleep and waited for tomorrow to come.

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