Wake Me Up

Chapter 23

Monica's POV : I was finally in my lovely home that I had shared with Josh. He picked me up at the airport, telling me Faith was with Tyler. I couldn't wait to just embrace my daughter. Josh took out his keys and unlocked the door. I was greeted by Tyler holding Faith in his arms. She smiled at me, "I've missed you so much !" I then took her into my arms and left kisses everywhere. She giggled. It made me happy she was a happy, healthy baby. I then hugged her tightly, making sure not to hurt her in any way. Seeing her made me feel the way someone feels when their favorite artist or band comes on stage.

We sat down on our black, 'L' shaped couch. "Gosh, I've missed this place so much, along with every single one of you. She's almost 9 months old." Faith then started crying, "She hasn't eaten yet. We ran out of your bottled milk," Tyler said. I had pumped so many bottles to last 2 1/2 months while being away on warped tour. I was surprised my books hadn't fallen off. "Can you guys turn around for sec," I said as they did as told. I grabbed one of Faith's blanket and covered my left boob with it as it drapped over my shoulder. I put Faith under the blanket, making sure she still got some air. "Okay you can look now."

We all laughed and chatted about how our lives had been going. I missed my friends. They truly were great, I just couldn't thank them enough for everything they've done for me, especially Josh. Tears started forming in my eyes as I realised how far we've come. "What's wrong are you okay ?!" Josh yelled. "OH MY GOSH SHE BIT YOUR NIPPLE DIDN'T SHE?!" Tyler yelled. I chuckled, "NO you idiots. It's just look how far we've come over the past year. You with Andy sleeping with Halsey, breaking mine and Josh's hearts. I remember both us felt like dying, and Tyler you were there...telling us to stay alive. Just look at where we are today. I thought that this pregnancy would be a disaster. Yes, I lost one of my daughters, but I'm still happy that I have at least one. Josh and I became like brother and sister. Tyler, you were basically our therapist. My mother died, she was truly my oxygen. I-I never imagined that my life would be like this after everything that happened. Look at us now, I have a family. I have 2 houses, I've been living my dream by being surrounded by music and photography everyday. Josh, and Tyler you're making your dreams come true as well. Twenty One Pilots will be HUGE one day! Just thank you for being there for me and being the light at the end of the tunnel."

They both hugged me as tight as they could, making sure Faith was crushed in the process. This was my life now, my family. The only people I needed left were Andy and Caity. Of course the other members as well, but those two were just special to me. We all decided to walk around downtown, except not Faith obviously plus she would be in her stroller. We went out to eat at the cheesecake factory where we all almost threw up considering we ate so much. Next we went to the movies to watch Finding Dory. All of us were in tears, while Faith fell asleep. We even went to the tower of the Americas. The view was absoulety breathtakingly beautiful but it made wonder that Andy was just way more pleasing to watch. Oh how that boy made me crazy. I was glad that I could admit that I had always loved Andy no matter what. Being with Dave was just sort of a distraction. Yes, I had feelings for him but not nearly as my feelings for Andy. I got a phone call from Caity saying that Andy was going completely crazy without me here. It made me scared, I knew how Andy got when he was mad but I just got home. I couldn't go back, just like that when things suddenly became hard.

ONE WEEK LATER

Andy's POV : I didn't think that Moni would effect me. I have to avoid her. I needed Monica. I've always loved her and would never stop. I need to find her.

Monica's POV : "This is good bye for now, Warped Tour ends this week. So you'll see me before you know it," I told a crying Josh and Tyler. "We'll miss you," Josh said as he threw his arms around me. "I'll be back before you know it yak." Just then I let go so I could hug my beautiful daughter. "I'll miss you the most."

*

The plane landed in Portland, Oregon in no time. I grabbed my bags, and mads my way to the taxi's outside. Caity texted me venue and I told the driver. I got there in about 2O mins, I called Caity letting her know that I was here. She said she'd be outside in 2 mins. I paid the driver and waited for Caity to show up. Sure enough she did, she ran up to me to hug me. "I missed you so much! Everything has been chaos without you!" "I've missed you too!" "Do you have your warped tour pass ?" "Yea, its right here." "Okay good let's go."

We were now standing in front of the bus. "You ready?" "My anxiety is through the roof right now. But better now than later." "Okay, lets go." Caity walked in first and I followed close behind. Everyone was there except for Andy. "Oh sh.it," Brandon said. He approached me and hugged me, "thank God you're here." Everyone else hugged me, except for Dave. Andy was no where to be seen though. "Hey Dave." "Um hi." "I just want to let you know that I forgive you." "Oh no, Moni you don't have t-" "no Dave, I do. I understand what it's like living in a lie and I know that you didn't want to hurt anyone." "Thank you, thank you so much," he got up and hugged me. See this was the Dave I fell for. Next thing you know, I see Andy in the doorway of the back lounge. I let go of Dave and waved at Andy. Our eyes met, we didn't look away. Then he just walked back inside of the back lounge without a single word.

*

For the rest of the day Andy ignored me. I don't know why. I thought he actually wanted to see me, and be the most excited. But whatever. Right now Crown, Caity, and me were watching Cane Hill. Although Andy and Brandon were on the other side talking. Andy had his phone out, and it was next to his ear but no talking. Suddenly my phone rang, it said 'Unknown Number'. Andy got distracted by it. But I turned the other way and I answered, "hello, who's this ?" "IT'S YOU ?!" I then heard someone yelling the same thing, I turned around to see Andy looking at me in tears as he walked off the stage and hung up. Oh no.

Andy's POV : "should I call her ? She probably wants nothing to do with me ?" I asked Brandon as we watched Cane Hill. "Just do it. Even if she doesn't want anything to do with you, you'll know that you at least tried." Brandon always gave the best advice. I got the courage to call MONICA, hopefully she hasn't changed her number. I searched up the contact that read "monica." And dialed it. I was so nervous right now. I was literally shaking. I saw Moni, someone called her so she turned around. But then I heard "hello, who's this ?" And at that same moment I saw the words leave Moni's mouth. I yelled, "IT'S YOU ?!" She turned around and saw me. Regret washed over her face. How could I be so stupid?! How did I not see this ?! I felt the tears forming in my eyes. Maybe at she would say she forgives me then. I walked off, trying not to do something stupid with my anger.

AN /// IT FINALLY HAPPENED BUT YEA ANDY HAS ANGER ISSUES IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW ALREADY