Wake Me Up

Chapter 2

"Um Hi," I said scratching my neck. She took her drink from my hand and pushed mine into my shirt, slightly pushing me. Luckily nothing got on me or spilled. She walked out the doors mumbling something. I couldn't help but run after her. She was already at the end of the street waiting to cross it. I ran to her and caught up to her. She just looked away. "What are you doing in San Antonio ???" I asked. "Uh I live here," she scoffed. "W-what happened to Dallas ?" I asked, hoping for an answer. "Fine, fine. You wanna KNOW what happened to Dallas ?! I left because I didn't want to be live somewhere that reminded me of you. I didn't want to walk on the same streets you walked on, I'd rather die." she said angrily. Just then the light to cross the street was on. What she said hurt me honestly.

My dumb self still went after her. "Where are you going ?" I asked. "If you MUST know I'm going back to Skylit Drive show," she said. She was there ? "So did you want to come see me ? I KNOW you must've saw that we were their opening act." I said asked hopefully. "Oh that's right. You're band what's it called ? I actually forgot about your band ha. I probably wasnt even paying attention. Now that I think about it I'm REALLY glad i wasn't," she said harshly. "Yes, crown the empire. I wrote a song about you." "Awh really ?" she said sarcastically. I had enough of her being rude so I grabbed her face and put my drink on the ground. She squirmed at my touch.

"You still havent been able to forgive me after a year ? How many times did I have to prove it to you ?!" I asked yelling. "Pssh you think I can forgive you so easily ?! YOU ANDY YES YOU RUINED EVERYTHING ! YOU'RE THE REASON WHY I CAN'T TRUST PEOPLE ANYMORE !!! YOU DESTROYED ME ! I CAN'T FORGIVE YOU !" she hollered and pushed her arms away from me. She then ran getting closer to the venue, "I SAID I WAS DRUNK !" I yelled "YOU ALSO SAID YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME" she said but she kept running until she got inside. I ran inside as well searching for her but I had lost her in the crowd and was soon attacked by fangirls. Great.

BACK ON THE BUS

When I walked onto the tour bus I found myself punching the inside of the door as I slammed it. Everyone looked at me with wide eyes. Then someone spoke up, "Woah, man are you okay ?" it was Taddie.
"No, I'm not."
"You wanna talk about it?"
"I-I-I fu.cked up man !" I said pulling my hair and tears started streaming down my face.
"Here come on, tell us what's wrong," Brandon said patting next to him.
I headed over next to all of them. I put my face in my hands and started crying. "So what happened ?" Hayden asked concerned. "I-I-I F.UCK ! I MESSED UP SO BAD YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA," I was having a mental breakdown. "Well tell us what happened so we can tell you what to do," Benn said

*ANDY TELLS THEM* AN///IM NOT LETTING YOU WHAT HAPPENED JUST YET (;

"So yea that's what happened. She hates me SO much you have no idea. I've said sorry so many times but it doesn't matter because all those times she's rejected my apologies. I mean it's been a year, and YES I know what I did was wrong but she won't even allow herself to even TRY to forgive me. I was DRUNK and I know that I CHOSE to drink so much but still I wasn't in control of my actions." I was hyperventilating by now. "Breathe in breathe out," Brandon said, patting my back. "Well think about it you never have to see her again after tonight, if that's what you want or ?" Hayden said. Now that I had thought about it, she only was here today in my life. She just reminded me how guilty I felt and in a couple hours she'd be gone again. I was a wreck after all that happened a year ago.

"You're right ! we'll been leaving satx soon and head to Dallas. It'll all be good!" I said actually smiling. We all cheered and started passing around a Jack Daniel's. It was now midnight and it was time to go to the next city. Dallas. We were on the highway now and let me tell you, leaving satx was such a relief. I came to satx feeling happy, and I left feeling relieved. It's crazy how much a person can do to you.

I went inside my bunk and started at the ceiling above me. I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

THE NEXT DAY - DALLAS - LAST SHOW OF TOUR

I got out of my bunk and said good morning to everyone. I decided to call my mom, and let her know I wanted to see her. I took an uber to beloved house. I knocked on the door and as soon as it opened I was attacked with the biggest bear hug on earth. "I missed you so much mijo," my mom said into my chest. "The feelings mutual." My mom had been my support group with everything that had happened with Monica last year. She was disappointed in what I did but she still loved me and that's all that mattered.

"Té ése desayuno," she said as she lead me to our dining room. "Gracias mami," I said kissing her forhead. "Anything for my hijito." My breakfast was mouthwatering. It was bacon, scrambled eggs, 2 waffles and pancakes covered in syrup, french toast, and small potatoes. I told her about how our first real tour was going. Tour stories, and practically everything. "Ma, I saw Monica yesterday in San Antonio." I said quietly. She stopped eating and dropped her fork. "H-how is she ? Did you talk her ? Are you okay ? What was she doing there ?" she asked. "She's-she's beautiful. Yes and I don't know. She lives there now." "What did she say ?" "She was pretty furious. Still the same with hating me. She told me how she'd never forgive me and how much that Dallas reminded her of me so she moved San Antonio." I shrugged. "Mira mijo, she's just still hurting. What you did was wrong but that stuffs takes time. I really don't know what else to tell you, but I'm sorry." she said grabbed my hand.

I left my mother's house and went around Dallas. I saw all the old places Monica and I would go to. I passed by her old condo, I remember all the great memories that condo held. God, I missed her. I took my cross necklace out beneath my shirt and held it in my hand. "Jesus please help Monica and I. Help her forgive me, help me learn to understand her, and not to make the same mistakes again."

It was time for the show and I was more than ready. The show was absolutely insane. But my throat was hurting a lot, even worse that yesterday ! After we got off the stage from our last show all the guys asked if i was okay and i told them no because my throat was aching. We decided to rent a hotel and go out later tonight with the other bands because it WAS our last night (you should listen to our last night, they're a great band) on tour.

LATER THAT NIGHT

All of us were beyond drunk right now. I was slurring on my word (blackbear anyone ???) and sputtering nonsense. I saw this pretty girl that KINDA looked like monica but barely. No one could top Monica, haha why am I so funny ??? She noticied me staring because she was walking towards me. "Hey there handsome." she said. I could tell she was a bit sl.utty because her shirt was too small for her and made her cleavage show off. She was sticking out her butt so much I thought she was going to break her back. "Who me ?" i slurred laughing. "Yes you," she said as she pulled me to the dance floor. I was tripping on my own feet.

We danced the night away and I was completely wasted. I don't know but she pressed her dry lips onto mine and I kissed back. I really don't know. We ended making out and that's all I could really remember before waking up the next morning completely naked. You're slipping into old habits Andy.

AN/// SORRY FOR ANY ERRORS