Wake Me Up

Chapter 22

Monica's POV : I stayed in my hotel trying to facetime Josh. Oh how I missed my best friend. When the screen showed his face I couldn't help but smile. He made me so happy. "OH MY GOSH DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA NOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU," he yelled. Next thing you know I hear Faith crying in the background. "Dang flabbit, I'll be right back your bebe just woke up." I laughed at that. I would finally be able to see my daughter tomorrow and I was more than ready. Josh appeared in the camera view again, "is warped tour almost over ?! Because you need to hurry up and get home." "I'm going home tomorrow and no its not over..." "What ? why ? Did something happen ?" "Oh Joshua you have no idea," I started tearing up just thinking of what happened earlier today. "What's wrong ? Was it Andy ?" I sighed, "oh how I wish it was you I had fallen in love with, and no it was Dave." "Give me his address right now ! Tyler and I will get my dog to poop on his lawn." I chuckled. "That's not gonna do anything josh." "But c'mon tell me what happened." "Okay well..."

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I told him everything. It was hard for me to talk about it without hyperventilating every five seconds. Josh was in complete shock, he even teared up at the thought of me being hurt. "So yea, that's why I left. Caity probably told everyone by now. I needed to get away, plus I miss you, Tyler, Faith, and SA." "I'm so sorry you had to go through that. But on the Brightside we'll be united once more. But hey do you want me to stay up with you because I will." "No thank you, you should get some sleep after all you are picking me up from the airport tomorrow." "Okay goodnight. Love you, don't hesitate to call me. Call me if you can't sleep, you're over thinking, you're crying or if you feel like you're about to cry...call me. I'm here and I always will be." "Gosh i love you Joshua Dun. But now go get some rest." "Love you too." With that I hung up.

I got out my laptop and booked a flight to satx tomorrow at 11 AM. I still wasn't tired. It was only 1O after all. I decided to go to a bar. I've never drunk alcohol but there's a first time for everything right ? I walked in and had gotten whistled at, ew. I walked over to the bar and order a fruity drink. I don't know what any of these drinks are to be honest. My drink was out quickly, I paid the bartender, and looked at my drink. Did i really want to do this? Who am I kidding, I needed it after today. I put the glass cup to my lips, opened my mouth, and allowed the toxic touch my tastebuds and fall down my throat. I didn't like the taste at all. Oh my gosh, how do people drink this everyday? Okay maybe I could just settle for some water and that's what I did. I truly needed to get this flavor out of my mouth.

Next thing you know someone sits down next to me. I don't look, scared it could be some creepy guy. "Heyyyy sweet thang," I turned to see who it was and my heart immediately stopped. Andrew Velasquez. He was drunk. I didn't respond and just looked away, taking a sip from my water. "Hey you look like my friend Moni. I think you guys could be twins! Want to meet her?! Oh wait...you can't because she left," he began to look like he was going to start crying. "Hey are you okay?" N-no it's just I have this HHHHUUUUGGGGEEEE crush on her but she doesn't like me. She's just SSSSOOOO beautiful. But she reminds me of my ex that I still love, her names Monica. I fu.cked up bad with her. HEY you look like her too! You guys could be triplets!" "How'd you mess it up with her ?" " Okay so she was a virgin right ?! And we had sex a-and that same day I slept with her best friend and her best friend's boyfriend is Monica's best friend! I messed up two people's lives! I killed two birds with one stone!"

"Well you really did mess up." "I know I did and then when she came back into my life I said I didnt love her, instead i pitied her. But the truth is I almost dropped the l-bomb on her." "So this Monica chick, you love her don't you?" "More than anything but my crush on Moni has helped me get over her a little bit," he smiled after saying that. But I couldn't help but feel guilty. It felt like my stomach had a black hole. Gosh, I'm horrible. I needed to tell him who i am and we have 2 children.

I honestly never considered Hope dead, I felt like she was with me all the time. I would've loved to see her grow up but I can't. That's exactly what broke my heart. Andy would've been a great dad. I see Faith and hope the SAME, considering they are twins. But I know she's watching over me with her grandma and that makes me so happy. I wish both could still be here. I didn't notice I was crying until Andy wiped my tears away, "Why are you crying? You're ttttttoooooo prettyyyy," he said blushing with a cheeky smile. "I just, I-I made a mistake. I messed up horribly." "OH I'm sorry. But I'm sleepy," he said laying down. "Oh no you don't. You're coming with me," I was going to call Caity to help me get him on the bus without the others seeing me.

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I called a taxi and my hair was currently getting played with by Andy. Caity told me where the bus was parked at and that she would be coming outside soon. We finally got there and Caity was already outside. I paid the driver and wrapped my arm around Andy's waist and shoulders, trying to help him stand. "Oh my gosh Andy is so stupid," Caity said as she rolled her eyes. "Tell me about it." "Okay so no one is currently on the bus, they went looking for Andy. So we gotta hurry. I'll go call them right now." She went inside to call them and tell them she found Andy.

I was currently still holding onto Andy and he turned to face me. Next thing you know I felt his lips on mine. They were soft, plump, and smooth. Sure it was a little sloppy and I really hated the taste of alcohol, I kissed back. He pulls away and says, "you're a great kisser !" I couldn't help but smile. Ugh, I was feeling things but I actually liked it. It felt good. Suddenly Caity came back out, "Okay they're on their way. Guess it's good bye again..." She said shrugging. I let go of Andy, making sure he was balanced, and squeezed Caity tightly, "I'll call you once I land in satx." "Alright." I let go and helped take Andy into his bunk. He kissed my forehead and thanked me before he fell asleep. I then walked back to my hotel.

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Andy's POV : I woke up groaning and ended up running to the restroom to throw up. I ended up in there a while and brushed my teeth. I walked to the front lounge and as soon as I did Hayden yelled at me, "What the heck? YOU CAN'T JUST WALK AWAY WHILE YOU'RE DRUNK ! YOU'RE LUCKY CAITY FOUND YOU AND THAT NOTHING HAPPENED TO YOU !" Oh that's right.

FLASHBACK

2 hrs after Monica left

"WHERE IS SHE ?!" I yelled as I cried into the sky, taking a huge gulp of the vodka bottle in my hand. "Andy you need to calm down," Dave said to me. "NO YOU DON'T GET TO TALK TO ME ! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT ! YOUR FAULT THAT SHE'S GONE !" I ran off the bus to nowhere in particular. I came across a bar that was nearby. I walked in and tried ordering 5 shots of whiskey. I danced around as well. I didn't know what i was doing but i didn't care because for just a moment I felt happy.

Someone then walked in and immediately got cat called. Ew, how can people do that to other people they don't even know. I then saw it was a beautiful girl, she looked so familiar. I sat next to her and we started talking.
END OF FLASHBACK
I don't remember what we talked about. Next thing you know I wake up in bed. I seriously don't  remember, although I wish I did.

"NO! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! I NEEDED TO GET AWAY FROM YOU GUYS! ESPECIALLY DAVE! I DON'T KNOW WHY I EVER THOUGHT ABOUT MOVING ON FROM MONICA COULD BE SOMETHING I COULD EVER DO WITH THE HELP OF MONI! BECAUSE BOTH OF THEM LEFT AND TOOK MY DAMN HEART WITH THEM!" I said as I walked to the back lounge and blasted the used. I need music.

Caity's POV : "maybe he doesn't remember last night guys. we should just be glad that he's okay and that warped is almost over," I said to the guys that were all pissed at Andy. "Yea whatever. C'mon guys lets go explore the city, we don't play until 7:15," Brandon said. With that it was only Dave and I on the bus. Great, just great.

"Look, I know you hate me for ruining your best friend's life but just know that all this has caused me to change." "You know Dave, she really did have strong feelings for you but you clearly didn't have the guts to actually say something. But at least you're trying to change." "I won't tell anyone that Moni is actually Monica. I just thought everyone kinda knew. But i absoulety promise, I'm not looking for any trouble."

AN///I FEEL LIKE THIS STORY HAS BEEN GETTING WORSE EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER ): MY WRITING SUCKS