MONICA'S POV : I can't believe I just walked in on them great. But maybe it was time for me to completely forget about Andy. Josh was coming by today with Tyler and Faith. I couldn't be happier. But today I would have to work with Bailey because she ACTUALLY wants to. I decided to go check what time Crown plays at since I really didn't want to be on the bus at the moment.
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2 O'CLOCK
Crown was playing at 2:3O and I still haven't found Josh. I needed to see him, I just felt so mad that Andy has sex with Bailey. I shouldn't be, I lost that right when I got with Dave. It wasn't my place.
Bailey was in a great mood today actually. Man that sex must be great. It was a bittersweet moment to me. "Hey Moni, wanna go watch CTE today ? We could close the tent until their set is over ?" Bailey asked. "Um yea, I'll meet you over at the stage !" With that she left to the Ernie Ball Stage.
Agh, where were Josh and Tyler ?! Next thing you know I turn around and see Tyler running my way. I jump out of the tent and squeezed my arms around Tyler. "God, I've missed you so much !" I said to him. "I've missed you too ! I haven't see you in MONTHS ! Your hair looks great !" "Thank you, where's Josh and Faith ?" I said as I pulled away.
"He's on his way, don't worry." "Okay well we have to go see Crown in like 1O minutes sooo." 5 MINS LATER "Is that Monica Cruz ?!" i heard someone yell from behind me and boy did I recognize that voice anywhere. It was no one other than Joshua Dun and Faith, holding her in his arms. I've missed my 6 month old daughter so much.
I attacked Josh with a tight hug, making sure not to squish Faith. I then squeezed my daughter's cheek, "And I missed you the MOST !" she giggled. "Hey who's this ?" Josh asked Faith. "M-m-mama !" She managed to get out. My heart was beating so fast, I'm so surprised it didn't pop out of my chest. I was literally on the verge of tears because I was so overjoyed. Before I could say anything I heard the noise of a water bottle hitting the ground. I nervously turned around, only to see Bailey. Uh oh. "Um I-I just came to get my phone," she signalling to her phone in her hand. Then she ran off.
NO, NO, NO, NO ONE CAN KNOW ! ESPECIALLY NOT BAILEY. HOLY CRAP, HOW DO I GET OUT OF THIS ?! SHE'LL TELL DAVE AND I'LL HAVE NO USE THEN TO TELL HIM EVERYTHING AND THEN EVERYONE WILL FIND OUT.
"Fu.ck !" I yelled out, quickly covering my mouth since Faith was right in front of me. "What does this mean ?" Tyler asked. "It means Bailey is Andy's girlfriend and Andy's the father of my two daughters ! One of them died in my arms ! he wasn't there for Hope's birth or death ! It means Bailey could blackmail me ! I've been getting along with everyone and I'll lose EVERYONE INCLUDING DAVE, ANDY, AND CAITY ! PLUS I CAN'T TELL ANDY BECAUSE HE'LL HATE ME AND WALK OUT ON ME ! IT MEANS THAT I'LL HAVE NO ONE ! IT MEANS EVERYONE WILL KNOW I WAS LYING ! IT MEANS THAT ANDY WILL THINK IM DESPERATE FOR HIM AND WILL USE MY CHILDERN AS AN EXCUSE TO HAVE HIM BACK IN MY LIFE AND THAT I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM WHILE DATING DAVE WON'T MAKE ANYTHING BETTER !" I yelled realizing that CTE was already playing and thank god they were because no one heard what I just said.
I was practically crying right now. I just, I'm so stupid for lying in the first place. If I would've just told Dave the truth and tell Andy that we had kids from the moment I saw him after a year, everything could've been way different. Maybe Andy I could have came to terms with everything. But NO, dumb me had to go and mess everything up and I sure did a hell of a good job.
That's when Faith started crying and I was just so upset that I let things get this far even though it's only been 3 days. "Monica it's going to be okay. At the end of the day, Tyler, I, and Faith are still with you. AND if you want Tyler and I can say that we're a gay couple and you donated your eggs or whatever woman donate. So yea we can you're the donor and that's why Faith called you mama because we visit all the time !" Josh said. I was so happy that I could use that to save me but another lie ? Lies just lead to way more.
"I don't know...maybe I should say something before it's too late..."
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I asked Caity if she would cover for me because I was going to visit some friends in SA today and she gladly took the offer up. Apparently Nick kept eating donuts and getting frosting everywhere ??? So with that I left the tent with my daughter in my arms, Tyler and Josh by my side.
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CHICK-FIL-A
"So how's 'Regional At Best' coming along ?" I asked both of them. "GREAT actually, we're almost done !" Josh exclaimed with excitement. "YES ! Twenty Øne Piløts are going to be huge !" Tyler said giving me jazz hands. "Twenty Øne Piløts, huh ?" "yup !" Josh said giving me a cheeky smile.
"Guys...I can't believe Bailey knows...gosh I'm an idiot." I said putting my head on top Faith's. ( Faith : light tan skin, Andy's eyes, Monica's curly hair, Andy's nose, Monica's ears but overall looks more like Andy) "Well look maybe she didn't even hear you," Tyler said, both Josh and I gave him a look that said 'are you serious'. "Of course she heard me ! she walked away awkwardly ! I...I think that I should leave the tour completely." I said.
"what NO ! You can't do that ! You can't leave because then she WILL tell everyone and you'll leave Andy without an explaintion !"Josh said practically yelling. "so you're just going to have to suck it up and see what happens," Tyler said. "I guess I will."
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