Wake Me Up

Chapter 15

Andy's POV : Someone was banging on the back lounge door, waking me up from my nice sleep. This is the first time I've actually slept good. I pressed the button that opened the automatic door and unlocked it. "Oh good morning Dav-" I was cut of by a punch to the face. Ow. "WHAT'D YOU DO TO HER ?! DID YOU SEDUCE HER WITH YOUR 'OH YEA IM SUCH A NERD' ACT ?! HUH ?!" Dave yelled in my face as I was picked up by his arms.

I looked over at Moni who was still sound asleep. Woah, that girl can sleep. "DONT LOOK AT HER ! IM TALKING TO YOU ! NOW ANSWER ME !" "LOOK DAVID ! SHE WAS CRYING IN THE FRONT LOUNGE WHILE EVERYONE WAS WARM IN BED AND ASLEEP ! I HEARD HER CRYING BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT TO RESPECT HER WISHES AND GET UPSET ! YEA THATS RIGHT SHE TOLD ME ! WHY WOULD YOU MAKE HER FEEL LIKE THAT !" I yelled as I got out of his grip and pushed him back. "Go check what time we play !" i yelled. "You stay away from her !" Dave said as he picked moni up and out the lounge. I saw Bailey looking at me with daggers in her eyes. Great.

Monica's POV : I woke up in a bunk ??? I thought I was with Andy last night ? There was a note on the top of the bunk. It read "Hey darling, sorry about last night. I decided to let you sleep in today. Don't worry everything is taken care of. Have fun, the bus is ALL to yourself (: from your boyfriend." Um okay ? I decided to change into my sweatpants and big t-shirt.

So I went outside my bunk and stripped out of my clothes. Suddenly Andy appeared on the bus. "Now where did I leave my phone ?" he said walking around not noticing me. When he finally looked up and his eyes went wide. He quickly covered his eyes and his face went red. "I-I'm so sorry. I um didn't know you were changing..."

"It's um okay, i guess." "If it helps IlikeyourDarthVaderbraandmatchingpanties," he said as he turned around and found his phone. Then he sprinted out of the bus. Gosh that was so embarrassing.
I changed quickly and stayed with a naked face. I liked my natural side better honestly.

*

Josh wanted to FaceTime so I called him. "HEY there she is ! My beautiful best friend !" he exclaimed into the phone. "HELLO ! I've missed you so much ! What are you doing ?" i asked. "I'm with Tyler right now, wanna say hi ?" "sure" "Hey Tyler can you come here for a second ?" Josh asked. "Yea whatcha nee- OMG MONICA I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH !!! SO TELL US WHATS THE 411 ?!" Tyler practically yelled. I laughed, i've missed them so much. "Okay so you guys are PROBABLY gonna get mad," I said shrugging. "C'mon tell us, it looks like something's been bugging you," Josh said.

"Alright...okay so you know how I'm dating Dave and how he's a screamer for a band ?" They nodded their heads in response. "Okay well it just so happens that its also Andy's band..." "OMG WHAT'D YOU DO ?!" Josh screeched. "I dyed my hair and used my hazel contacts and started wearing make up more. I TOLD EVERYONE TO CALL ME MONI BECAUSE IT'S SHORT FOR MONIQUE !" I blurted out and let out a deep breath, it felt good to let that out. Both of them had wide eyes and their mouths hung open too. Oh boy.

"You're screwed," Josh said with no emotion whatsoever. "I know..." "W-wait so I'm guessing Andy doesn't know about his 2 kids right ?" Tyler asked. "no..."

FLASHBACK

2 weeks after Andy left

I woke up at 2 PM feeling sick. Maybe I was catching a cold or something ? As soon as I got up from my bed, my head was spinning in circles and I had the sudden urge to puke. So I ran to restroom and deposited the vomit from my body to the toilet. "UGH !" I yelled out after I threw up for like 3 minutes straight. I flushed and went back to my bed.

When sudden I got a notification. My heart leaped with joy, maybe this was the text I was waiting for 'i miss you, I'm coming back - ANDY'. But it wasn't. Once I unlocked my phone, it was just an email about sales online. My heart broke into more pieces, if that was even possible at this point.

3 weeks after Andy left

"OMG DID YOU SEE THAT JOSH !" i yelled as I was chuckling at the kid who had dropped his ice cream out of anger. "You're so mean !" he said laughing. His laugh was so contiguous so I laughed even harder. I was suddenly on the verge of tears. "Monica ! are you okay ?!" he said laughing in between every word. "NO" i snorted and that's when I peed myself great. "J-josh," I said trying to calm myself down. "I peed myself and it's warm !" i whisper yelled.

One month after Andy left

"Monica wanna go get something to eat ?" Josh asked. "Um yea sure. What kind ?" "Mexican ?" "okay let me get my things."

*

"What can I get for you señorita ?" "Puedo agarrar las enchiladas verdes pero con pollo y también las de queso. Me gustaría unas flautas de pollo y unos tacos de barbacoa. También una hamburguesa con papás fritas. Es todo."

translation : "Can I get green enchiladas with chicken and also cheese ones. I would like some 'flautas' made out of chicken and some tacos of barbacoa. Also a burger with french fries."

Josh ordered then the waiter left. He looked at me with wide eyes, "are you seriously going to eat all of that ?" "duh, why else would I order that ? to save for later ?"

5 weeks since Andy left

I had gained a bit of weight and my boobs had gotten bigger. I had thrown up a lot lately so I set up an appointment with my doctor today. So here I was in a room waiting for her to come. Next thing you know she walks through. "Hello Monica how are you today ?" Dr. Martinez asked me. "sick," i said shrugging my shoulders. I told her all the things that have been going and she looked like she knew what exactly was wrong with me.

"Monica, it seems to me like you're pregnant." she said crossing her legs. I went numb, it makes sense. Andy didn't wear a condom and I didn't take birth control...."What ?! No No No No No!" tears were streaming down my face. I walked out and heard the calling of my name various times. How could this be ? I'm going to be a single mother...oh my gosh IM GOING TO BE A SINGLE MOTHER.

As I got into my car, I just sat there and cried. Gosh I'm so stupid. This is probably why it's a sin to have sex before you're married. Look at me, I'm a single mother. I stopped by CVS to pick up 3 pregnancy tests, have to make sure. Once I got home, I went straight to the restroom.

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I waited for what seemed like forever. Just waiting for my timer to go off. Waiting for this is like waiting for the killer to find you and kill you. Next thing you know, the timer goes off. I grabbed the test from behind me and inhaled a deep breath. I opened my eyes and Dr. Martinez was right. All of them were positive.

6 months after Andy left

"You ready Monica ?" Dr. Martinez asked as she grabbed the jelly that was going to smeared on my belly. "As ready as I'll ever be." With that she squirted the jelly onto me and started moving the wand thingy around. She looked at the screen for a while before she squinted and looked shocked. "Um, is everything alright ?" Josh asked as he held my hand. "Looks like you're having twins !" Dr. Martinez said.

"Oh my gosh !" I said freaking out. "And...it's a good chance that only one of them will survive..." My heart stopped beating at that point and my grip on Josh's hand had loosened. "I'm sorry, what ?!" "one of them has bone cancer and their bones are breaking inside of your stomach." How ?! How could this happen ? I stayed healthy just for this pregnancy and now look what happened. ONLY ONE GETS TO SURVIVE ! "Can I know the genders ?" I said with a whimper in voice.

"Two girls, twins. One of them, unfortunately isn't going to make it...I'm so sorry." I just stayed there crying that I didn't even realize the doctor took off the jelly and walked out the room.

9 months after Andy left

"C'mon just one more push Monica !" Dr. Martinez yelled with joy. "You can do this !" Josh said, i knew i was really hurting his hand though. "UGGGHH !" then I pushed. "That's it ! You're done, your last baby girl is out." "Can I see my baby, the one who isn't going to make it ?" I asked. "Of course, she's still breathing." Once I had her in my arms, I started hyperventilating. Next thing you know, she died in my arms.

END OF FLASHBACK

AN/// WHAT DO YOU THINK ??? I SAW PTV YESTERDAY AND I REALLY WANTED TO STAY AFTER TO SEE IF THEY WOULD COME OUT BUT I LEFT EARLY AND THEY DID COME OUT IM CRYING SM AND THAT'S WHY IM EVEN WRITING SORRY FOR ANY ERRORS I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES ):