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Kabanata 41

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ALTHY'S P.O.V.

Hindi ko pa naididilat ng maayos ang mata ko ay patakbo akong pumunta sa cr.I opened my toilet bowl and puked.

Ughh.

"Urkkk."

Pagkatpos kong sumuka ay finlush ko iyon at nanghihinang napasandal sa ding-ding.

I've been like this for 3 weeks.I hate the smell of coffee, amoy panis palagi.Then, I always pee every moment.

It's so uncomfortable.

Then I remebered my friend from new york, buntis sya kaya sya suka ng suka.

My heart suddenly skipped a bit.

It's not impossible that I won't get pregnant after an unprotected sex with Gun.

But, I don't want to jump into conclusions.Di pa naman ako sigurado.

I washed my face and brushed my teeth.

I texted Ally and Shekinah to come over.

"Buntis ka!?"Shekinah shouted kaya tinakpan ko ang bibig nya dahil baka marinig sya ni Mama kahit sound proof itong kwarto ko

"Shhh.Lower your voice.Hindi pa naman ako sigurado ee."

"Pero sigurado ako na buntis ka.Ganyang-ganyan din ang pinsan ko nung pinagbubuntis nya ang anak nya."Ally said

I closed my eyes.

Paano nga kung buntis ako?Paano ko ito sasabihin kay Mama at lalong lalo na kay Rhadz.

"I'll have it confirmed tomorrow."sabi ko

"Alam ba ni Tita Esther to?"Shekinah asked

I shook my head, "She doesn't need to know that---"

"I don't need to know what?"

The three of us frozed when Mom spoked.We turned our head to her who is now holding the doorknob and standing at the doorframe.

"M-Mom."

I can't see any emotions from her face.She doesn't look mad, but she doesn't look happy either.

"Anak, akala mo ba hindi ko nahahalata ang pagi-iba ng killos mo?Im a mother too.Napag-daanan ko ang kalagayan na yan kaya alam ko."she said

The corner of my eyes heated at tumayo ako sa kama para lumapit kay Mommy.Akala ko sasampalin nya ako, but I was surprised when she hugged me.

"Sweetie,Im here for you.Im not mad."she said while sobbing

Napa-iyak na lang ako at niyakap ng mas mahigpit si Mama.

"Mom, Im so sorry."I said while crying

She just carresed my hair.

Nang kumalma kami ay pinaupo ko si Mommy sa kama kung nasaan sila Shekinah at Ally naka-upo.

I just clung into my Mom's arms.

"Who is he?"Mom asked

Napatingin ako sakanya.

I can't tell her.

"I can't tell him."I bowed my head

Mom didn't react at hinawakan ang kamay ko.

"Dapat alam nya na ipinagbubuntis mo ang anak nya."Mom said

I shook my head, "I don't know, Mom.I really don't know."