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Kabanata 59

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ALTHY'S P.O.V.

"Sweetie, nasa baba si Gun."mahinang sabi ni Mommy habang hinahaplos ang buhok ko

I was lying flat on my stomach nang pumasok si Mommy sa kwarto and said the same thing these past few days.

I just rolled my eyes at binaon ulit ang mukha ko sa unan.

It's been a week since our confrontation.Araw-araw syang pumupunta dito sa bahay and give me some useless stuffs.

Naiinis pa din ako.Sabi ko bigyan muna namin ng space ang isa-t isa pero paano ako makakapag-isip kung araw araw syang nandito.

"I don't want to see him."sabi ko

Mommy sighed and I flet the emptiness in my bed, I heard my door closed.

I let out a frustrated sigh and turned to my back.

Ramdam ko ang pamumugto ng mga mata ko.I always cry to sleep.

I just miss him so much but the picture of him and that girl kissing kept flashing on my mind.

By 10 am, alam kong wala na si Gun sa bahay pati na rin si Mommy.

I felt my tummy grumble, sign of hunger.

I got out of bed and went to the kitchen.

My body froze nang makita ko ang naka-talikod na si Gun.

I covered my mouth to hide my whimper.

I tiptoed to walk out there quietly pero hindi pa ako nakaka-hakbang ay nag-salita na sya.

"Are you hungry?"

Humarap sya saakin habang naka-ngiti.

"No."

My tummy suddenly grumbled again causing him to chuckle.

"C'mon.I cooked you food."

Nakita kong nag-luto sya ng bacon and eggs.It made my mouth water.

Shit.

He made me sit on the bar counter at pinagsandukan ako ng kanin.

I stopped him, "Ako na.May mga kamay ako."pagta-taray ko

He chuckled again and sat across me.

Obviously, he's watching me eat his cook.

Naiilang ako pero hindi ko iyon pinahalata.Iniisip ko na lang na wala sya sa harap ko habang kumakain.

"Stop staring."padabog kong nilapag ang utensils

Nakaka-irita kasi.

"Can we talk?"biglang sumeryoso ang mukha nya

"I told you we n---"

"I know.But I can't stop thinking about you.I miss you so damn much."naka-tingin sya ng diretso sa mga mata ko habang sinasabi iyon.

"Ikaw ang may kasalanan kung bakit tayo umabot sa ganito."malamig kong sabi

"I know, baby.I know.But please, I don't think I can live another day without you kissing and loving me."he said with pleaded eyes.

I think I'll give in because og his words but my insides says don't.

Pakiramdam ko pag pinbayaan ko na naman ito ay hindi na naman maganda ang kahahantungan.

Natatakot ako.

I also miss him but I can contain myself from him.

He reached for my hand at dinali iyon sa labi nya.