Falling For The Opposite

33• The Downfall

I walk this empty street

In the Boulevard of broken dreams

Where the city sleeps

And I'm the only one

And I walk alone

BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS
Green Day





Jacob's POV

So she's leaving. Just when I thought everything was better, she has to leave soon. I love her and I want her with me. I...I want to spend the rear d my life with her. She isn't just some girl to me. She's my everything.

Thinking about graduation day being just a few weeks away, my mind was blown. My heart was broken. The worst part is was that I was stupid. I don't have a proper education. I can't go to college with her.

I sat in my room. Angrily. I punched the walls. I kicked things over. I fought with myself. My mother and brother rushed into the room.

Keith grabbed me to refrain me from damaging myself of the rest of my room. I felt hot tears roll down my sweaty face. My mother pulled my face close to her chest to comfort me.

She petted my head and held me close as I continued crying angry tears. I didn't want to lose her. Not again.


Ana's POV

I felt awful. I knew that he was hurt about me leaving. I knew that I was hurt too. I love him. I should've told him before. I should've told him about me going away to college.

I needed to talk to him. Tell him that everything. Nothing will change between us. I can't turn this down. I can't dismiss my scholarship for a relationship. My parents would be devastated. And my hope and dreams for the future would be destroyed.

I get dressed and walk to his house, remembering where it was from the last time I've been there. I rang the doorbell an waited patiently from someone to answer.

The face I see isn't Jacob. But another guy I haven't seen before. But his face looked extremely familiar. "You are?" The boy asks.

"I'm uh...Jacob's...uh I'm Anabella." I stutter. The boy looks me up and down and nods.

"My brother's girlfriend." He says and I nod. "He's really mad. I've haven't seen him this way since..." I looked at him confused.

"Since?" I ask.

"Uh...come in. He's in his room asleep. Our mother told him to sleep it off." His brother said. I sigh and nod before walking towards the stairs.

"Oh and I'm Keith." he says. I nod and walk up the stairs. I get to Jacob's closed door and stand there for a minute. Should I really? Will this make him even more upset?

I knock on the door softly to wait for an answer. My palms are getting sweaty and I feel my skin becoming pale as I wait.

"Cmfma." A muffled voice from the inside sounds as though they were saying come in. I slowly opened the door and gasped.

His room was trashed and there was multiple holes in the wall which looked like fists have punched through it. I was afraid.

"J-Jason." I stammer. Jason, who was laying in bed with the covers just up to his face, was motionless. When I spoke, he looked up with sad and red tinted eyes. I shrieked at the sight.

"Ana what are you doing here? W-What's wrong?" He asks me. I rush over to him and hug him. I nuzzled his face close to my chest and ran my hand through his hair. We stayed that way for a little before I released him, cupped his cheeks and looked into his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I should've told you." I say. He looks away and sighs.

"I don't want to lose you again." He says softly.

"This doesn't mean our relationship is over. I can visit. We can call, text, write, video chat anytime as long as I have no class. This doesn't need to end." I explain.

"But what if you move on. What if it doesn't work out. Ana, I can't handle this." He says sadly. I kiss his lips softly and look into his eyes again.

"I'm sorry. I have too." I say. And kiss him again. His hands snake up my back to the back of my head bringing me closer. I pull away again. I have to tell him.

"I don't know how to say this but...I have an early enrollment. They said I have to leave right away or else I'll lose my spot." I say sadly through the lump in my throat.

"Holy fuck." I heard Jacob say.

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