Falling For The Opposite

34• Break It To Me

Mmm whatcha say

Mmm that you only meant well

Yea of course you did

Mmm whatcha say

Mmm that its all for the best

Of course it is

Whatcha Say

JASON DERULO

Jacob's POV

"I didn't know that this'll happen. I needed to tell you. I'm sorry." She apologizes. No words seem to be able to escape from my lips. The life sucked from my face and the immediate pain slamming into my chest.

Once again, everything good comes plummeting down before I can officially fix it. She's going. What am suppose to fucking do?

I stare blankly without speaking. Her soft, small hands settle on my cheek. My eyes pierce into hers. Then I speak. "Ana, why the fuck are you doing this to me? I can't...I can't take the pain. It...it hurts." I say. I feel a slow tear rolling down my red cheek. She reaches to wipe it away but I grab her hand and stop her.

"Why do you have to go?" I ask.

"Because I need to fulfill my dreams. I want to do big things. I need this opportunity or I'll fail." She explains. I sigh heavily and stand up. I pace back and forth thinking. Shes really leaving me. Gone like Elise.

"Your just like..." I say accidentally. I don't know why I'm mentioning her name. He doesn't deserve this.

"I'm just like who?" She asks with pain in her eyes. She waits for my answer.

"I don't wanna talk about it." I mumble.

"God dammit Jacob just say it." She says. I look into her eyes silently without saying a word. She waits and waits but I say nothing. I haven't brought Elise up for years.

"I-I should g-go." She says, standing up. She presses her soft lips to mine before rubbing her fingers through my hair.

"I'm leaving a week after graduation. Graduation is almost here. I only have a few days. I really want to say sorry. But Jacob, just know...I love you. Very much." She says and kisses me again before leaving me there. I slam my fist into the wall nearby and plop to the ground. I grab a handful of my hair and let out all the pain I sucked in during the brief talk with the love of my life.

Anabella's POV

I rushed home quickly. I didn't want to leave him. I wanted him as much as he said he wanted me. But this opportunity may never come again. I already started my packing. I needed to start early because I'll be busy for graduation and all that.

With prom in a few days, I needed to be ready. A few guys asked me but I didn't want to be with anyone but Jacob. At the rate at which we're going, he might not even want to go. I'll just go alone I guess.

I drag my body towards my room, undress slowly and slide into bed without getting any pajamas. I laid there just thinking. Then the tears came, faster than I hoped for. I bawled as I laid their thinking of the few days or week I have left before I may never see Jacob again.

This was completely and utterly painful for me. I didn't want to leave. But what choice did I have? Jacob dropped out. he wasn't going to go back to school.

I was. I cared for him and loved him. He was the earthing I've ever had. Without him I don't know what I'll be doing now. Feeling now.

I did some things in not proud of. Sleeping with Dean who happens to be my best friend. But I was hurt. While I was wounded, Dean, and Bree, helped pick up the pieces slowly but surely. I still don't know what to do. I really really don't. And it hurts just thinking of what we had and what it will be after I leave next week.

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I'm tearing up *sniffles* she's leaving and Jacob is taking this really hard. Who is Elise? Why is afraid to talk about her? What do she do to him? Leave comments and vote.

Anyway, I've been thinking. I still don't know whether or not if I should make a sequel. I still haven't gotten people opinions so I'm really debating if I should or not. Also, my story More Than Friends is currently on hold for editing. I will announce when I'll be finished in either this story or Being Raina. Please check those out. I would really love it.

And thanks! All of you are great fans and I love you all so much I've reached 2.3k reads. I know it's not that much but I greatly appreciate it and I'm making it a big deal. Please leave comments so I can make dedications. Thanks again.

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