Falling For The Opposite

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I'm still deciding whether or not to make a sequel. I have much in store for you guys. A story called She's Trouble. Now, if I am going to be releasing the sequel, I am still most definitely going to release She's Trouble. That's it. It's official. I promise to make the story good. Now enough babble, on with the story!!! :P




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Ana's POV



I woke up the next morning a little drowsy. I didn't feel like getting up. Moving at all for that matter.

I looked over at my alarm clock, reading 9:30 am. I rolled over on my side and let out a huff before sitting all the way up. I looked over at Tavi's bed to see that she was no longer in it. I looked at the other bed, still made and untouched.

Our other roommate still hasn't arrived. I grabbed my bra, underwear, and other toiletries hurriedly walked to the shower. After freshening up, I threw on some jeans, grey t-shirt and a varsity jacket. I tied my hair into a messy bun and walked out.

I make my way to the main hall where all the new graduates are meeting. When I get there, I spot Tavi. She is standing in the front directly where the two guides are standing.

I walk over to her. "Morning you." She says, smiling.

"Morning." I smile back. I then focused my attention on the guides who were gonna be showing us the campus. The tour was given in the minimum of 3 hours.

After being exhausted by this tour, Tavi and I meet up with some of her friends at the small coffee house just off campus.

"So, anyone special?" Tavi's friend Kate asks me with a smile. I nod proudly.

"Yes." I say with a smile. A rush of sadness washes over me as I think about the love of my life not being here with me. Not being able to curl up with him or sit on the roof and complain about him smoking too much.

I sighed.

"Ooo, tell us about him!" Summer, another one of Tavi's close friends says with a wide grin. I smile and tell them all about him.

"His name is Jacob and he's basically my total opposite. But I love him very much." I say sadly. The other girl's eyes were glazed over and dazzled as they listen to me ramble on about Jacob.

Soon, I said my goodbye's going to my room. I was going to call Jacob. After 2 rings, he answered.

"Ana?" I hear his familiar raspy but sexy voice echoes through the speaker, filling my head with memories of us together.

"It's me. Hi Jacob." I say with a smile. Don't cry Ana, don't cry.

"Ana I can't take this." He says with a sigh. I feel my breath hitch in my throat and my heartbeat quickening. Is he breaking up with me?

"W-What do you mean? I thought we discussed this." I say.

"I just can't live without you. It feels like you've been gone for months." I hear his voice crack as though he wants to...cry?

"Jacob don't worry, we'll see each other soon." I say. "I love you so much." I wipe a stray tear falling from my eyes. I didn't even notice that I was crying.

"That's not enough. I just... I just can't." He says and hangs up. My heart began feeling empty and I curled into a ball and began to cry.

I spent the rest of my week walking around like a zombie to whatever class I had on schedule.

Tavi and I have grown closer an still out roommate hasn't arrived. It's just the two of us. But inside I felt broken and I felt like whatever I had was now destroyed. I felt bad for Jacob. I felt bad that I was doing this to him.

I was a little depressed a you can say. I mean who wouldn't feel that way. But I knew that this was my shot. I was in college and that meant my future was in my hand now. I can't screw this up. But what is life without taking a risk for those you love? I mean... really?









Jacob's POV


It's like I've lost everything I ever had. Losing her to some college. I gave her that letter because I was too much afraid to let her leave me. I couldn't watch her leave. I wasn't strong enough.

Leaving me just as Elise had done. I couldn't relive that pain again. The hurt.






(Flashback•••)



"I love you so much." I say. Her lips pressed against mine as sour breaths tangled and our foreheads pressed together.

"Please don't leave me." I begged her.

"I have no choice. I don't love you like before. It is not the same." Her thick Russian accent. Elise was that rebellious kind if girl. The one with piercing everywhere and tattoos. She had long brown hair that touches the middle of her back and a fair skin completion. Her lips were in a perfect shade of pink and her grey eyes took me in.

"Elise why are you doing this?" I ask angrily.

"I love him . I don't love you anymore Jacob. Goodbye." she says. Why did she kiss me? Why did she have to leave me wanting to feel her lips once again.

I stood and watched her leave . Not caring how I felt. It was too hard for me to say that in reality I still wanted her here . even though I couldn't put my self to admit that. to continue begging her and running behind her as she left for good



(End Of Flashback•••)






And to think of Ana. The love of my life. Leaving me. Twice I could not let this happen. O couldn't let them leave. I had to do something. But what in the name of Jesus would I possibly be able to do when slowly I was falling apart all over again.



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Sorry for the wait my good people! I'm dealing with a lot and school isn't exactly helping. So please don't forget about this story. Please. I love you all for making this story as popular as it is and I thank you. One more chapter to go. Can you believe it? I can cry right now! The epilogue and all that is gonna be at the end but the last official chapter would be coming whenever I can get it up. Don't be sad, you never know what I have in store :)