On The Edge

chapter Thirty.

CHAPTER THIRTY

Blaine’s POV

I couldn’t help smiling as I watched the expression on Jason’s face, wonder, excitement, appreciation, Love!!! He hadn’t said it but I could tell and instead of disgust, I felt joy, ‘’you own all this?’’

‘’no, I just have a paper claiming ownership.’’

‘Too much sarcasm, Blaine, too much of everything is bad, didn’t you know?’’ he looked from me to the window as if trying to decide which was more interesting to watch and finally settled on the window, ouch! Way to make a man feel loved, Jas. I had never really cared for the view until I met Jason, he made me see everything differently, the beautiful beaches, the tall coconut trees by the water, the private resort I had deliberately built in all brick red that held over a hundred rooms. Wow, a hundred! I told you being with Jason made me see things differently. What I once thought was luxury felt like a big waste of space to me, Altair climbed over my laps to join Jason in peering out the window I smiled, before Jason, shed have been too scared to do that, now she did it without thinking. ‘’it’s really big.’’, she turned to Cailen, ‘’you can’t measure it.’’

‘’why not?’’ he asked with a stubborn pout.

‘’it’s too big, you might get lost.’’ She said it like the overprotective big sister she was becoming. ‘’you are so tiny, if you got lost we might never find you in a place this big and you can drown.’’

‘’I won’t drown, I can swim very well. I’m doing it.’’

‘’over my dead body’’ I found myself saying before I could react, ‘’do you really think I’m going to let you go walk round the entire island alone?’’

‘’I’ll take my phone, I’ll call if I get lost, I’ll be fine.’’ He was seriously going to argue with me now?

‘’no, it’ dangerous, No fucking way’’ I told him. ‘’How is it your fucking business?’’ the kid was actually snapping at me, he glared at Altair in a way that said keep your trap shut next time.

‘’don’t look at your sister like that and stop using the word fuck or I’ll spank you.’’

‘’you used the word fuck, I’m just imitating you and if you ever spank me, I’ll hold my breath till I die and if that doesn’t work, I’ll slit my wrists.’’

‘Cailen…’’ it was Jason, who called him now, ‘’stop making idle threats and you…’’ he turned to me, ‘’stop cussing if you don’t want him to, he learns from you.’’

‘’but he’s being so bossy and annoying.’’ Cailen complained.

‘’it’s called being overprotective’’ Jason had an amused smile on his lips, ‘’that’s how some dads are.’’

‘’I am not overprotective!’’ I pouted childishly, seriously, I was being a good sensitive dad, was it my fault my bull-headed son didn’t appreciate it, well if he liked it or not I’m going to protect him, he’s so tiny, someone could hurt him.

‘’I’d rather have one dad then an overprotective second dad.’’ Cailen said that hurt, no it cut my heart into two, if this was what it meant to have a kid, I didn’t want one but I loved the little bastard and I couldn’t just turn off my emotions.

‘’Cailen…’’ Jason tried to mend things but the little boy was folding his hands and looking out the window, I was glad that my driver was looking ahead and ignoring everything at the back because anyone could see that Cailen’s rejection stung badly. Jason slipped his hand into mine and smiled at me, I’m so deeply in love with them, all three of them and I don’t know what I’d do if Jannie managed to hurt any of them, that was partially why I was here, to keep an eye on them but I had forgotten how big this place was, Arlena, Jasmine, Aunt K and Karina were driving in the other car, that should be interesting but strangely enough, Jasmine and Karina got on so well and it pissed Mrs K off, to her Jasmine was family and family stuck together so Jaz was betraying her. The car stopped and Cailen was quick to jump out and I was right behind him, luckily cause he tripped and almost fell, my heart almost gave out as I reached forward and caught him in my arms, ‘’careful.’’ I held him and he began to cry, what the…