On The Edge

Chapter Ninteen.

Jason's POV

His lips pressed down on mine, and I melted into a jelly. God, it was so good, how could anything so wrong be so good? I felt like I was on fire, remember when you were young and used to fantasize about your first kiss and what I'd be like? This is what you imagined it would be like, you know fireworks but not in the skies, in your body, like a million tiny electric bolts running all over your body. I moaned into his lips, I was lost. Oh God, I wanted so badly to pull away but I couldn't, I really couldn't. At last he pulled away.

"wow, now I know why they say gay guys are better fucks than straight guys."

What the? How could he say something like that? What the hell did he take gay men for? Prostitutes?

I pushed him away hard and slapped him hard across the face.

"fuck you!!!"

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Blaine's POV

I looked at Jason stunned, that was going really well, it was a great kiss, no it was fucking amazing, what had I.said wrong? "what the hell Jason."

"I said fuck you!", he repeated, "if you need a quick fuck, call the prostitute on speed dial on your phone."

"Jason, what didI say wrong? Don't gay guys like you like to be taken by more masculine men?"

"what makes you think that all gay guys have to be fashionable, effeminate and drags? They are the exception not the rule and do I look like I know anything about fashion?"

"where is all this coming from? I never put you in any stereotypical grouping."

"you didn't say it but you are thinking it, I'm Blaine Alessandro, I can't be gay cause all gay guys are weak and girlish, and so what if we are? I'm proud of who I am."

"Jason...", I made to touch him.

"don't you dare, let me finish, you think I'm stupid I won't realise what you're doing, let me just fuck the gay guy, as long as I'm.the one doing the fucking, I'm not gay."

Okay, yes, I was thinking that, if I fucked him maybe I.won't be gay because I'm not the one receiving it, I'm not gay. "what's so wrong about that?"

Jason looked at me as if I'd lost my mind, "what's wrong with that? I'm a human being not a sex toy, I have feelings."

"I just want to have sex."

"and I want to make love." He looked me in the eye, "there's a difference, I like you, Blaine. Not for your body, although it is pretty hot but I won't sleep with you."

"why?"

"have you been listening to me? I'M NOT A SEX TOY!!! You don't just say Jason, let's have sex and what do you expect? I'll lay out my best sheets and expensive candles and a tray of condoms, besides, I want my first time to be special."

My jar dropped in shock, "what did you say?"

"you heard me, I'm a gay virgin. Never been laid, it's girly and all but I want my first time to be special."

God, I was such a dirk, "Jason, I'm sorry, I didn't think."

"don't make me hate you, Blaine.please just stay away from me.", he turned and walked out. I ran my fingers through my hair, I'm not gay, I'm not gay, yet why did my heart feel so hungry? It was a feeling hard to explain, like my heart wanted something but I had no Idea what it was.

#### Michael Kennedy Young.

Michael's POV

I picked up my phone and dialled Jasmine, it rang a few times, then she picked up my call, "hello?"