You Are Mine

Blood Is Not Thicker Than Water

I shouldn't have come to school.

Everyone is staring at me either in awe or envy.

I'm used to some people staring at me as being a kind of famous YouTuber but this is much worse.

Even the teachers are either being specially nice or mean to me.

I couldn't find Morgan before school and as she only has Maths with me I couldn't talk to her in lessons.

Is she mad at me?

Probably.

I would be too.

We both Stan BTS like crazy...and hiding something from her like that is terrible.

I've never been as close to another person than Morgan. There is Chloe but she is usually in America dating all the hot and rich boys. Morgan and I are the hermit crabs that would rather stay in bed all day than go outside.

It's the end of lessons and the start of lunch.

I don't need to dodge students as they now part a wave for me. I hang my head low and curse under my breath. I hate attention.

I look up for a split second to see Morgan's black shoes go round a corner. I run after her and round the corner.

"Morgan, wait!" I shout after her.

She breaks into a run.

She must be very angry for her to run. We never run. Why run when you can walk?

I sprint after her. To everyone else it must have looked like we were slowly jogging but to us it is like a sprint, we are very unfit...probably from skipping PE all the time together, hiding behind the bike sheds.

"Morgan, please, I can explain." I plead.

She stops and I nearly run her over.

She turns around and there are tears down her face.

A pang of guilt hits me like a wrecking ball.

"What? What do you want to say? I thought we were friends! We tell each other everything! Don't you remember the nights at my house crying over BTS because we knew we would never meet them in person? For us to love them so much it physically hurts? That they will never know how much we love them? That they will grow old and have beautiful wives and we will grow old and forget them? How we promised each other that we would always remember them in our hearts? Did you forget that? I can't-can't believe you've done this! I-I-I." With that her eyes become waterworks and rivers flow down her cheeks.

I've always been awkward at situations like this. Hugging, comforting, you name it, I'm terrible at doing.

"W-well Morgan, I-I, the thing is, I didn't mean to, it just sorta happened." I mentally face palm for what I just said.

"And you didn't think of telling me?" She mumbles and tried to wipe her tears.

I'd rather her shout and scream at me than her mumble and sigh. It means she's tired. Tired of me.

"Ally, I've been with you through thick and thin. When no one else was there for you, I was. When no one would come with you to live in South Korea, I did. When everyone left you, I didn't. When everyone gave up on you, I helped you. Is this how you repay me?" She asks quietly looking down.

My vision becomes blurry. I guess I'm crying. This is turning into those girl fights in dramas.

I should have told her. Everything she's done for me and I didn't tell her about the most important thing in our lives, BTS.

"Morgan, I'm sorry." I say lightly holding her chin up so she can look at me. "I can never repay for what you have done for me. Never. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be here. I thought it'd be best if I didn't tell you but now I know I was wrong, and I'm gratefully sorry for that. Please forgive me!"

I get on the floor and bow so deeply at her feet that my nose is on the floor.

"A-ally...get up you idiot! Do you know how dirty the floor is? Ew." I look up in astonishment.

"H-huh?" I ask.

She drags me up and wipes the non-existent dust off me and looks at me in the eyes.

"Ally, I forgive you." Her words makes my mouth hang open.

After that she holds my hand and starts to walk which makes me tumble after her.

"R-really?" I ask.

"Yep! But as you did betray me and all, you wouldn't mind me coming over to the dorms?" I laugh at her.

"Sure." I say coolly.

"Wait? Really? Omo! I'm going to meet my husband!" I smile as she smiles at me.

I truly have the bestest friend in the world.