Notes to Natalie

Chapter 13

GUYS I KNOW I KNOW YOU ALL HATE ME I AM SO SORRYY FOR NOT UPDATING AAHHHH!!

School started so it is hard to update with all the stress merp

but um yeah I'm having terrible writers block so this chapter is gonna be off the top of my head like every other chapter..oops

lol

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•Natalie's POV•

I really needed to clear my head and take a good look at my relationship with Luke. One thing after another there's a problem between us.

I started to walk down the street. I don't where I was going, but I really just need some air.

I loved the smell of the fresh April air. Spring time. My favorite season. I was dressed in jeans, my RUTGERS sweatshirt, and my black flip flops.

The wind ran through my hair. It was so peaceful outside, this is exactly what I need.

I came along a Starbucks and walked inside. Only one guy was sitting in a chair on a laptop. One lady stood at the cash register.

"Hi, I'd like a caramel frappe and a donut please."

"Sure, that will be 6.95"

I handed her the cash and walked over to the next counter.

Once I got my drink and donut, I walked back outside and continued to walk until I reached the local park. I sat down on the bench and really just thought for a minute.

Luke. My boyfriend. Do I really love him? Is this just all in my head? Sometimes I feel like he doesn't even love me. He shows that he does but I feel like he's hiding something.

My thoughts drifted away until..Niall? Why did his name come into my head. He's my best friend and is on tour anyway. But, is there something between us? No. I know there's not. We are way too close. I think.

Okay back to those notes I'm recieving..who could they be from? Niall. There's his name again! No. It isn't him he has nothing to do with my love life.

I dialed Niall on my phone. I missed him so much.

"Hello? Natalie?"

"Niall?"

"NATALIEEE!!! I'M SO HAPPY YOU ARE CALLING ME!" He yelled into the phone.

"I'M SO HAPPY I'M CALLING YOU! Haha Niall I miss you so much how has everything been??"

"Awesome! The tour is going great. Except that you're not here. I miss you too much. How are you?"

Okay, wait. Lets back it up to when he said "I'm not there he misses me too much"?? What? Hmm...

"I'm great as well! Well, sort of. I'm having problems with Luke."

"Natalie I swear if he hurts you in any type of way I will be over there faster than the speed of light and kick his heartless ass."

Damn Niall.

"Niall you literally crack me up. But no, it's just that some things have been said and we keep having troubles thats all. And I'm not sure if I making the right choice or not."

"Well, do you need advice from a guys point of view?"

"Sure! That could help."

He told me some things that might be going through Luke's mind and how Luke might be taking this whole thing.

I was sipping the last of my drink and took the last bite of my donut when he was finally finished talking.

"Anything else you need?" he asked

"Um, how is everyone else? Anyone with you?"

"Actually, everyone is. We're on the bus right now on our way to Japan! Wanna talk to anyone?"

Well I'm really glad Niall's in a good mood.

"That's exciting!! And sure I'll talk to everyone! Just give the phone to whoever is next to you."

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I actually sat on that bench for two hours talking to everyone back and forth. Now I'm hungry again.

I walked back to my house and sat down on the couch. I was really tired. I should probably get the mail.

Hmm..another letter. I actually love this. It's so sweet! All I want to know is who is giving them to me?

I clicked on Twitter and decided to tweet about it.

"Keep on getting these Anon love letters in the mail. They are the sweetest things! Wonder who they're from!"

I have five missed calls from Luke and one missed call from Matt. Another missed call from Em. I didnt feel like answering any of them, I'm too tired.

I went upstairs to my parents' room and my mum was sitting in there reading, as usual.

"Hey mom."

"Hi sweetie! What have you been up to?"

"Well like I told you, I was at the park, sorry I was there for so long. I just had to clear my head."

"Well, what's going on?"

"Do you think I could tell you at the mall instead of here? We could have a girls' day out.." I begged

"Oh, sure! I think we could both use some new spring clothes. Let's go."

I smiled. I love my mum. Especially when she understands me.

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PLEASE DON'T HATE ME I KNOW THIS CHAPTER SUCKED SO BADLY BUT UM YEAH MERRRPPPPP

terrible writers block

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xoxoxo jess