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(Chance)
I didn't know things will change because of Chase. First, I got worried when Chase left yesterday. I'm not the type of person who would care for others but yesterday I did. Second, I'm not the type of person who suddenly hold grudges towards my friend but when I saw how happy Vick and Chase were, I suddenly want to kick his ass. I am not like that. I swear. Third, I'm not the type of person who drinks liquor when I feel bad. I don't know why I did what I did last night. Fourth, I allowed Chase to stay at my apartment, cook her some food, lend her an underwear, and now driving her for school. Things are changing and I'm scared because I may end up changing because of her.
I don't want that to happen. I want to do what I'm best at. I want to push her away, again. I want to but a part of me tells me I shouldn't.
I took a glance at her for who knows how many times already and see her doing what she was doing for the last fifteen minutes. I gripped the stirring wheel harder and I saw my knuckles turn white. She's smiling while she's busy texting and I wonder who she's been talking to. If it's Vick, I swear to God I'll definitely kick -- damn, what the hell is wrong with me?
"Chance we're near, aren't we?" She beamed at me with her hair dancing, her eyes shining, and her lips in a form of a beautiful smile. I nodded at her before I focused my full attention to the road. Okay. Well, scratch the full because I definitely don't have my full attention in driving.
I looked at her again and just like earlier, she's smiling from ear to ear. Seriously. I'm really close at pulling her cellphone and throwing it outside the window. It bothers me to think she's talking to someone which isn't me.
I bit my lip. What is happening to you Chance Gerald Draft?
I need a distraction because I'm losing my mind. I obviously can't play with my phone because I'm driving so I turned the radio on. I didn't know it would catch her attention because when a song played she stopped texting.
"I heard this song! This is beautiful." She said. She bangs her head a little and she sways her body with the rhythm. It's a good scene to watch. If I'm not driving I would have watch her get into a song like she is now. Unfortunately I am driving.
I know the song. I don't just know the song but I also like the song. I'm trying my best not to sing a long because I'm afraid of what Chase would say or think or act. I'm not really proud of me singing. I'm not sure if I sing well. I like the song because I like the story behind the song or I like the story itself rather.
Its about a break up of two lovers and how the man thinks he loves the girl too much which hurts him too much as well. He's hurt. He's broken. He's hopeless. He loves the girl too much up to the point where he thought they were meant to be. That's why it hurts too much. Because he expected so highly. He expected the girl will love him forever. He expected her to be with him all the time. He expected her to stay. He thought she loved him as much as he loved her. And then the girl proved him wrong and she smashed down his walls of expectations along with her love for the man.
