//Only Know\\
(Chance)
I was looking at her deep brown eyes while I was talking. I was looking at the most beautiful pair of eyes I've ever seen and I didn't know those eyes are the instrument of hypnotism. This time there weren't any rainbows or butterflies or any other weird stuff around Chase except one thing; beauty. As I stare into her eyes I can no longer remember what I was saying. I wasn't sure if I confessed or admitted that I was jealous but there is one thing I'm sure of. I can feel myself being pulled by her captivating eyes.
Until I cant control anymore.
With my shaking hands I cupped her face as I leaned in to place my lips on top of hers. My mind was repeating the same sentence over and over, "Don't do this... Don't do this." but I knew I couldn't fight my own self. The loud beating of my heart made me deaf that I can no longer hear what my brain shouts. I cant stop.
Her sweet scent reminds me of flowers blooming in an exquisite garden. Her small hand that touches my hand on top of her cheek makes me feel electrified and I don't even know if that's a good thing or not. Her inexperienced lips are very soft and very sweet. I could bet all my money in my pockets that the lips I'm tasting now is much better than Guylian and Ferrero Rocher combined. The fireflies flew around us magically, the flowing water sings the best song, and my worries and troubles are slowly disappearing that they don't matter to me anymore. All I know is that this lips on top of mine is the best thing I could always remember.
I will never want to let go of this heaven I'm tasting but I know we need to catch some breath so we did.
We pulled apart but I didn't let go totally. One hand is on her cheek while the other holds her hand and my forehead on top of her's. I looked at her eyes one more and the fast and loud beating of my heart is still there. She bit her lip and her cheeks reddened probably getting embarrassed of that perfect kiss we just had. I smiled at her which made her blush more. She's so beautiful.
"Please don't do that again." I said referring to what happened between her and Vick. It surprised me how calm my voice is and the word I just used; please. She nodded her head like a child agreeing with excitement.
I whispered good before I stood up. She has no idea of what I'm planning. I heard her little gasp when I took all of my clothes leaving me with only my boxers. She's still not used to it. I see. Tonight is a perfect time for a good swim. After that kiss it made me feel hot so I need something to bring back the cold. I thought the cold water could help so I jumped into the water hearing a big splash. The water isn't that cold as what I expected and I figured out it would be better if she swim with me. I swim towards her and smiled.
"Take your clothes off." I said and her eyes widened.
"W-what?" She paled. I wanted to punch myself now that I realize what she is thinking. Damn. Why did I tell her that?
"I mean the water is nice and I was just hoping that maybe you would like to swim with me." She nodded her head. I swam a little to ease the embarrassment I'm feeling but I didn't know I'll be more embarrassed now that I see Chase in just her pink bra and undergarments. Fuck. I've seen a lot of bodies but why am I acting like this? Why am I acting as if I am a virgin even if I'm clearly not.
We swam together and we also played around. You know, splashing waters, swim race, and holding breaths. I have to admit I cheated in holding breaths. I cant help it. Chase looked so adorable trying to win that game because I won the race and some water splash. She kept trying and trying but she lost in ten times attempt of winning. That's because I cheated. What I loved the most is when we jumped together. Chase was afraid at first but I told her that I'll be with her and we'll jump together so she agreed. We climbed up and the rocks are slippery and it's also dark but we made it. When we were on top we were able to see the beauty of the Falls. We jumped hand in hand and it was the best.
"I'll come back here someday." I heard her whisper while she's floating.
"I will too. Someday I hope we can go here together." I said a matter of fact which made her smile.
I wanted to stay here but we cant.
On our way back I realized she's scared. She tried holding the fear in and tried to calm herself by reciting the multiplication table but it was no use. I didn't know she was afraid of the dark because there's only one girl I know who's afraid of the dark. Dene. Ugh. I shouldn't think of her. I should think of the girl beside me who's so close of killing herself because she's scared. I wanted to calm her so I did something that I think would work. I held her hand.
She looked at wide eyed but I didn't look at her because I know she'll get embarrassed. She looked away and I saw her trying to suppress a smile. That made me grin. I felt her hand holding mine tightly. Surprisingly, this feels nice.
You know what's weird?
The weird things that Chase has is back. It's not butterflies but its fireflies now. There isn't any rainbow but there is a dramatic wind that blows her hair beautifully. And I can see fairies singing around us. Chase isn't alone in her anime world. I am with her now.
I wished we didn't go back when students, teachers and hotel staff run towards us and I had to let go of her hand. For the first time I hated the attention. I feel like the attention everyone gives is too much, too suffocating. For the first time I hated the girls' thoughtful acts now that they are surrounding me, asking me if I'm alright. I feel like Chase is the one who can ask me if I'm okay and she is enough. I hated how teachers are meddling with what we did.
What I hated the most is seeing Vick holding Chase asking her is everything's fine.
"Are you okay? Are you hurt?" Everyone's voice didn't matter to me. It seemed as though I cant hear their voices but Vick's only instead. I tried my best to get away from the chaos, from the people who irittates me, from the people who surrounds me.
"What are you saying, Vick? That I will hurt Chase, is that it?" I muttered with my hands balled into fists and jaws clenched.
"Yes. Because every minute, everyday, you do nothing but to hurt her. Now it isn't impossible for me to think that you had hurt her because that's what you only know." Fuck.
What Vick said echoed in my mind.
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