To Keep From Getting Burned

My Heads A Mess And It's Going To Explode

Lilith's POV :
It's been a couple weeks since the incident with Angelo and I've been very paranoid about it I've been more careful about going to certain places but I still go to the park the park is like a safe haven for me I've been going there since we've moved here its helped me think and sort things in my mind even though sometimes my mind can't be sorted but still I always vent there and I need it to help me cope.

Kuza's also been careful at least for my sake. So as of right now we're both in our tattoo shop doing tatts for clients my client that I'm doing wanted a Chinese Dragon with intricate swirls going all along the dragon with a coy fish intertwined with the swirls. I must say it's a big piece but I always take great pride in my work and whatever the clients want they get.

And Kuza's working on a client that wanted I think I heard a Tim Burton Corpse Bride themed sleeve. I work calmly singing softly with the voice of Ville Valo's voice singing Gone With The Sin.
As I'm working and singing I hear the bell of the shop ding I pay no attention and let Poison Rose one of my other best friends and colleagues who work at the shop attend to the customer.

As she's doing that my absolute favorite song by H.I.M starts to play and I hear Kuza say under his breath "Here we go" I just smile as Razorblade Kiss plays singing a little louder to the words.

I taste death in every kiss we share
Every sundown seems to be the last we have
Your breath on my skin has the scent of our end
I'm drunk on your tears, Baby, can't you see it's hurting

Mmhhh mmmhhhh

Every time we touch we get closer to heaven
And at every sunrise our sins are forgiven
Uh.uh
You on my skin this must be the end
The only way you can love me is to hurt me again
And again
And again
And again

Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips

Oh the taste of your lips, my Darling
Taste from your lips, oh my Love

Only inside I'm free
I'm tired of waiting
You've got to let me dream
Inside you baby
I'm not afraid to feel
I want you to love me
Cause you are the one
Cause you are the one
Cause you are the one

Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips

Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips

I hear murmuring after the song plays and start softly singing again to the next song playing it's Right Here In My Arms by H.I.M what can I say I'm in a H.I.M mood today.

The murmuring behind me doesn't stop I try my best to ignore it as I help my client up and then I see Kuza gasp because I see him in the reflection in the mirror as my clients looking at her knew tattoo I narrow my eyes as I bandage my clients tattoo and she goes upfront to pay. I then immediately turn around only to have the breath knocked out of me.

There all stands my best friends from highschool that I ran away from they look at me with their mouths all dropped. I drop to my knees causing Kuza to immediately come and try to help me and him trying to sooth me the whole time "Shh Lulu Shh you knew this day would come" tears start watering in my eyes as I stare at them as they do to me I then look at Kuza and he picks me up like that time weeks ago and bury my head in his chest.

I can slightly hear Angelo mutter to Chris an "I told you so" to him I try to block them out

I try to block everyone else even if it's myself

Ok well that happened and I'm just gonna say sorry for grammar mistakes I only fix those after I'm done with a book so please bare with me on that so I hoped you liked it I might have another chapter up tonight if not then tomorrow until next update
--Creepy_fallen_Creature