Suppose to Keep a Secret

Part 6

Today's Friday. Its when I pack up some clothes for the weekend and go straight from school to Staz's. Its kinda stressful. For me at least. Things could take a turn for the worst and I could get a stain on my shirt or pants! And then what? I just wear a pair of his clothing? That doesn't even seem that bad... I wonder if were the same size. Anyway, what if we go to the beach? I didn't pack swim shorts... Fuck me, man! What if he wants me to wear a pair of his swim shorts? What if he says I look good in them...
Damn it, Kenra! Stop. I'm not going to ruin another friends. What if he's just another Jared. God I hope not... I mean, he's also most likely straight. I'm also hoping he doesn't say "don't flirt with me" and laugh. That makes it seem like I just want all men. I texted Staz,
"Hey, man, I don't mean to sound weird but can you try not to ask me any weird questions about being gay? I've heard the same questions so many times, and its been explained by so many different people that I shouldn't have to answer them? I'm open to a lot of questions, but just, not insensitive ones. Yaknow?"

"Hey, I totally get it. Besides, I can just Google some of the questions, right?"
-staz

"Idk, some I guess you can. But that's why I said I'm open to some... Because some homosexuals are different than the next"

"Yeah I feel it"
-staz

I can't wait to hang out with him this weekend...