Suppose to Keep a Secret

Part 29

**Staz POV**

Its been about three days without Kenra. God, I miss him so much.
I started to go through pictures of Kenra and I on my phone.
I laughed at a couple of them because he was so mad at the fact I was taking pictures.

"I miss you so much and its only been three days."

My mom walked in, "Mi hijo, go clean the kitchen like I asked please."

"Mom, I'm sad that Kenra's gone. Leave me be." I said dramatically.

"No no; we need to take that boy off your mind, I think cleaning the kitchen will help."

"Mom! Stop, I'm really sad. I don't know what to do."

My mom came over and sat on my bed with me, "Mi hijo, he will be back in no time. I promise. Plus you'll get to visit him next week!" She ran her fingers through my hair and touched my face.
"¡Será divertido!"

"Fun? I don't know about that."

"¡Ah, sí! You're such a downer on yourself, you know that?"

"Mom-"

"Its true! You love Kenra, why wouldn't it be fun?"

"I don't know, I want to be alone with him-"

My mom smiled, "And if you do get to be alone?"

"¡Dios mío, mamá! Not like that!"

"Oh quit, don't have to pretend you haven't had sex."

"And what if I have?"

"I wouldn't be surprised."

"Do you want to know?"

"No hijo."

"Didnt think so."

"Okay, well get up and clean that kitchen. Don't make me ask again."

"Yeah. But mom?"

"¿Sí?"

"Do you talk to Bryan in Spanish?"

"I try. But you know;" she cupped her hand around her mouth and whispered loudly, "El es blanco."

I laughed, "he's white." I whisperd to myself. I got up and went down to the kitchen and started to clean.
Sometimes I think about how Bryan and my mom met. Or what she sees in him. I personally dislike him because he think he's the backbone of the house just 'cause he's a doctor. Whatever.

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Its now almost been a week since Kenra's left. Its been really lonely. I'm so used to sleeping next to him some nights, it feels like I'm single again but I have a huge crush on Kenra. Again...
"Hmm... When did I even start liking Kenra...?"

I've never thought about it. I've always known he's gone to school with me, but I never questioned him. Never really thought about him. Although, I did think he was a type of handsome.
Have I always had a crush on him? It would kinda make sense why im into him now.
I miss him.

My phone started to ring. It was a private number.

"Hello?"

"Staz?"

"Kenra? I miss-"

"Hahahaha! Dude..."

"Im sorry?"

"I just wanted to say hey bro. Uh, visiting days are tomorrow... Are you gonna come?"

"Of course! I've been dying to see you."