Suppose to Keep a Secret

Part 24: double NSFW 4 u

For the next couple of days, I drove Staz places. Other than his parents. He had to go home someday. I spent a lot of time with him though. I cleaned his cuts everyday, and just was there with him.

He told he me didnt need anything, or any help; but I had to help him get better. Its my fault that Jared went after him. I feel so weird that Jared confessed his love for me like that. Especially after everything we've done to him. I think Jared's a little crazy. 

I was laying with Staz at his house. We were watching another movie. 

Staz put his hand on my thigh.

And another thing Staz had been trying is "Netflix and Chill" I can't deal with him sometimes.

"Staz, no."

"Its been forever!" 

"Its been two days. Turn your whole body towards me and tell me you're not hurting."

"But-"

"You want to fuck that bad?"

He nodded his head.

"When you're better, we can have all the sex you want."

He looked at me confused.

"What?"

"Is that a no?"

"Its not, but you'd do that?"

"Depends on how many times. I'm not gonna have sex 10 times." 

We sat quietly for a moment just listening to the movie; he cuddled up next to me.

"Hold on, let me lay down." 

I repositioned myself to where Staz was able to lay on my chest and we napped. 

-

Staz had gotten better after a week, but we couldn't have sex after all. I had to get ready for my church mission.  Couldn't care less about the mission. I don't want to go. I want to stay with Staz. But I'm not sure when I'll have the time to see him right now. I leave tomorrow. 

My phone started to ring; it was Staz.

"Hey,"

"Come over."

"I can't. Why, what's happening?"

"I need to see you again. Before you leave."

"I can't leave, but I guess you can come over and help me pack."

"I'm on my way!"

He hung up.

Staz is so funny sometimes. I do miss him though. Mother has been very strict on him coming over lately because he's a distraction. He is, but I can handle it. We'll see. 

10 minutes later Staz walked into my house without knocking and came up to my room. 

"I've missed you so much."