Suppose to Keep a Secret

28 (part 1)

Today's the day that I'm leaving for the mission.
I wake up early in the morning. I have Staz wrapped in one arm with him against my chest.
These types of moments are moments I never want to end.
Cheesy, yeah.
I kissed him on his head and he woke up.
My voice was groggy.
"I gotta get up."

"Five more minutes."

Staz turned his body towards me and hugged me close.

"I cant."

He groaned and flipped over the other way. And I got up to shower.

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About an hour later, Staz and my mother took me to where the bus was having us meet.
My bags were loaded onto the bus and everyone was saying their goodbyes.
My mother hugged me and kissed the top of my head.
Staz walked up to me, I could tell he wanted to kiss me. But my mother was watching.
Staz made his hand into a fist waiting for me to do the same.
And I did; he bumped our fists together. We smiled.
Someone started to yell telling everyone to get on the bus, and everyone said their final goodbyes; I got onto the bus and I starred at Staz the entire time. My mother left to the car and I mouthed an "I love you" to Staz.
I know he'll be really sad without me around. And I with him.