Suppose to Keep a Secret

Part 26

After I left I went back to class. Although; we didnt see each other through out the rest of the day. I also didnt really want to because of my out burst, I didnt want to explain it. He did text me a bit, asking if I was okay, or if I was still mad at him. And im not even sure if I'm mad still.
I saw Jared after school and caught up with him.

"Do you think you can give me a ride home today?"

"What about Staz?"

"We... Kinda got into this morning."

"Trouble in paradise?"

"Its whatever. Can you give me a ride or not? Which that sounds pushy, but I just need to know."

"I'm actually about to go to lunch with some friends, do you wanna come with?"

"I mean, it would be weird if the kid who everyone thinks is gay, that actually is gay who they all bully shows up to lunch with the guy who everyone thinks I'm crazy about. Does that make sense?"

"I guess, but I can still take you home."

"Thanks."

We got into his car and we started for my house.

"Sorry for beating the hell out of Staz, I'm just worried he'll hurt you."

"Ha, you're sorry? Its gonna take a bit more I think. I don't know, I'm leaving for three weeks so I'll have time to think."

"Three weeks?"

"Church stuff."

"Oh... But I do mean it. That I'm sorry. I know im the total asshole who harassed you in secret and everything else that happened between us. But I really want a new start. If you're okay with it."

"Didnt think you had a soul."

"Kenra, you know me better then anyone else."

"I guess... I don't know, because you know me better than everyone else too. And you know I have a soft spot, and forgive easily. But you have to understand that you sexually harassed me, and beat up my boyfriend."

We were now parked outside my house.

"Kenra, I know I'm the big bad wolf, but I'm trying to grow. That's why I talked to you in the first place, I just need time. I'm trying."

We were looking at each other. Usually in deep moments like this, I try to avoid eye contact... I just...

"We can try and be friends, but that's it, Jared...."

"You sound like you're sad about it,"

This whole thing feels dramatic. Like its something in a movie...

"Kenra-"

When I looked back at him he grabbed me by my chin and kissed me. And in already mad at myself because I didnt stop him, I was the one who got rougher within the kiss, I was the one who unbuttoned my jeans and grabbed Jared's hand to make him tocuch the outside of my boxers.
He didn't want to stop either. 
Jared groped me which made me gasp and moan, but the second time he did it, he was kissing my neck, but once he groped me;

"Mmmmfuck Staz~"

Once I said "Staz", I pushed Jared off and buttoned my pants.

"I need to go. Thanks for the ride."

I grabbed my bag, got out of the car and ran into my house.

[A/N: lives ruined :)]