Early February

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Trigger Warning/Reader Discretion:This chapter will be containing scenes relating to self harm, and suicide--

Edd's Pov

Sitting in my AP Comparative Government class, I have a sinking feeling in my stomach. Typically I am just careworn, and a worrywart but something inside of me is indicating otherwise. After going through all potential things that could be going on, I decide to check my phone in hopes of validating my stress.

As I turn on my phone, I am greeted by something horrifying. 4 missed calls, and 2 texts from Kevin--Without a second thought, I asked to be excused from class to see what in the hell was going on. 

After only moments, Kevin picks up.

"Kevin?" 

"Edd." 

"What's going on? Are you alright?" 

"Dork, I just need you to listen to me for just a minute okay. After that you will never have to hear from me again."

"Okay." I say, his words stinging. 

"I love you, Edd with all of my heart. That probably doesn't mean a lot to you right now, but I needed to say it...I....just needed to hear your voice one last time." Kevin speaks, sounding so distant and disassociated from the words coming out of his mouth.

"Kevin, what are you talking about...what do you mean 'one last time'!?" 

"I need to go Edd. I love you." Without another word, he hangs up leaving me in utter silence that cuts through me like knives. 

Quickly, not having the benefit of time, I run to my car dialing 9-1-1 as I went. 

"1301 Canterbury Drive, and please hurry!" I scream into the receiver, hanging up soon thereafter. 

Hastily, I am speeding going 55 in a residential area, trying my best not to worry about the laws. Reaching Kevin's street time appears to stand still. Any sign of life pauses and yields for what somber event lies ahead for me. 

Reaching Kevin's door, I leave my car running. Without hesitation I allow myself into his house, screaming his name as I darted through the halls. 

Opening the door to Kevin's en suite, the horrific scene that unfolds in front of me is almost too much to bare.

"Kevin!" I scream, my throat tightens as my emotions start to rise. Kevin's lifeless body lay in  pool of blood in the bathtub, his beautiful wrists mutilated and left unrecognizable. 

"Edd?" 

"This is all my fault." I slip out, my words barely audible through my sobs. 

"I love you," Are the last words he says to me, as he seeps into unconsciousness. Before I can say it back, I feel great force pulling me away from Kevin. 


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