ONE LAST TIME

Will I get hurt?

A/N :Play the song while reading it☺************************************Juvena's Pov
Ethan and I are laughing so hard I swear I could feel tears coming.
Everybody on the street stared at us all the way from the mess to my hostel.
Riya had whispered to me during dinner that word in school is that I am paying back Ryan with this.
People and their dumb logics.
He is still holding my hand.
We stop in front of the gate.
"So this is your hostel?"
I nodded pursing my lips.
"Yep.."
He stepped back reading the name and then,
" Is your hostel the closest to where we are staying?"
I nodded and looked at him.
The light fell on his face clouding his  left side and highlighting the his right cheek. His eyes were gleaming.
"So you could drop by?"
He pulled his lips into a smirkish smile.
I laughed.
"I don't wanna get expelled."
He pouted.
"Not working Ethan!"
He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer.
I could see my matron watching me from the corner of my eye.
"Um what the hell are you doing?"
He laughed.
"Why? You scared?"
His lips were just in front of me.
People were coming back from dinner.
I stuttered.
"N..no..why?"
He leaned in and kissed me right next to my lips.
My heart was hammering.
He pulled back and ," Payback Juve!"
Everyone was watching and I smacked him on his arm.
"Really? Ass!"
He laughed.
"I will pick you up tomorrow then?"
I frowned at him.
"You guys don't have guides assigned by school?"
He grinned.
"Oh ya we do. Nate and I have. But he is busy with some Is...ishita? And luckily for his sorry ass she is our guide."
I chuckled.
"So you go scot free?"
"Yep. Gives me time to be you!"
I blushed. Fuck.
"Did you just..?"
Ethan was laughing.
Ugh! This is not impressive juve.
"Shit! I like this"
I glared at him pretending to be mad.
"I blush when I am nervous!"
That was such a lameass defence line but still.
"Oh..so I make you nervous?"
He has guts. He stepped in and pulled my hand away from the gate so my matron won't see us.
"No..I mean.."
I threw my hands up giving in.
He pulled me in and hugged me placing a soft kiss on my shoulder.
"Goodnight Juve"
He was still smiling as he pulled back.
I couldn't form a single coherent thought.
" Good..Goodnight!"
He turned shoving his hands into his pockets and started walking towards where he was staying.
I kept standing beneath the lamppost staring at him.
Some girls stopped him for an autograph or whatever.
He smiled and glanced behind.
I giggled winking at him and turned walking in dazed and lost.
He is making me go crazy.
**********4 hours later*********
"You sleeping?"
I opened my eyes to find  Lava staring at me.
"Nope trying to."
I sat up and looked around.
The dorm was pitch dark. Everybody had slept.
Lava was sitting on the bed taping at her phone.
I whispered," Who is online?"
She shook her head and looked up,her face illuminated by the screen light.
"Dude,you think I will be chatting with a mayo guy at 2?? I am stalking."
I grinned. She is crazy and I am just going to do the same thing.
"So how was Ethan baby?"
I laughed.
"I don't know man. It seems so surreal! Like I crushed on him since so long and today he was acting as if we have known each other since forever."
She giggled.
"Well, he looks smitten. The way he looks at yo.-"
" Shut up! Stop exaggerating!"
"I am serious!" She threw her hands up and with that her phone.
I froze and then shot my hand out.
Just in time.
I gave it her. She was breathing out deeply.
That face! I chuckled.
No new texts. I opened instagram.
"I am going to have something. You want?"
I nodded.
So many new posts.
I scrolled down just glancing at them. Suddenly my finger stopped.
Ethan was smiling back at me from my phone.
The background light was dim.
He was on the railing. I could see the horseriding field behind.
He had his shirt off and khaki pants with vans.
The caption read" Day 1, India diary with J"
I could feel myself going hyper.
WITH J?
WITH J?
Did he write that?
I liked the post and scrolled down,my hands were sweating.
Suddenly I scrolled up again and typed on the comment bar.
"Who is J?@Ethandolan8 #Heartbroken".
I posted it smiling to myself.
There were so many comments ranging from "bitch he's mine" to "who is j?is she a girl?"
I laughd silently. My life is so fucked up right now.
Suddenly a notifiction popped up.
Ethandolan8 commented mentioning you.
I flopped back on the pillow willing myself not to open it.
I am not ready. No
Don't.
Don't
Do-
I tapped on it.
God please.
@Juve101 I think I forgot. Maybe you could come over and help me out. ;)"
Oh.my.god.
I am going to die a social media death.
Already people were tagging me.
"@Juve101, are you J?"
I sniggered. Ethan had direct messaged me.
"Not feeling sleepy?"
I pulled my covers up.
Lava was sitting inside sipping coke.
"Nope. U?"
I am chewing on my bottom lip.
I can't believe this.
"Nah! I am getting bored."
I sighed. It is freaking 2. Who gets bored. Oh!
"Jetlagged?"
"Yeah! I can imagine you lying on your bed with your face scrunched up like " why is he bored at freaking 2?"
I gasped. He is on point.
"You have no fucking idea how right you are."
" I know that sugar!"
THIS IS CRAZY.
I AM TEXTING ETHAN DOLAN AT 2AM.
"Shut up!"
"I miss you already!"
Wait what?
I am staring at the words and I can feel this wierd feeling at the pit of my stomach.
No it can't be.
" Yeah right. I am not your Girlfriend!"
What the fuck am I typing?
"  Wish you were."
The feeling is becoming intense. His words the way he hits me swiftly and unknowingly.
"Don't wish for it. My ex- boyfriend called me emotionally damamged!"
Ryan did.  That was his last sentence to me.
"Woah! I feel like Justin Timberlake. You can pass off as Mia!"
I made a face at the screen.
Only he can think of Friends with benefits right now.
"Yeah! You had any ex girlfriend who dumped you and went for John Mayor's concert?"
I looked up in time to see Lava clamp her hand over her mouth.
I mouthed," What?"
She got up and came rushing.
" Um..during dinner, Nate Mckanzie and Jace had got a.picture clicked with Riya ,Ishita and I. Nate has uploaded it with the caption," They way Jace looks at L"'
I took the phone from her and tapped on the post.
Jace doesn't look that bad and he was looking at Lava shyly.
I laughed and pinched her.
"You have got game girl"
She made a gagging face and blushed at the same time.
"I am going and lying down.Goodnight Dolan!"
I cringed and flipped her off.
Ethan had replied back.
"Nope ..not yet!"
I smiled as my fingers flew across the keyboard.
"Well, there goes your storyline."
I could see him in my mind. Leaning back on his pillow grinning at the screen.
I shook my head. I am starting to get obsessed with him.
"You should catch some sleep Juve!"
Awley! Either he wants to get rid of me or he is genuinely concerned.
"Yeah right. I need to handle you"
"You know you like it!;)"
I gasped.
"Shut up. Bye Ethan. "
"Bye. I meant it. Take care babe"
I am losing my nuts.
I shut my phone.
What is going on? He is here for 2 weeks only and besides he has millions of girls waiting.
Is he playing?
You know you like it.
Shut up brain.
His friends teases you with him.
It could be a game. But Ethan doesn't look like the type who would do that.
I said the same thing about Ryan.
He scarred me,played with me and threw me out like a toy.
Am I ready to see what's ahead?
Will I end up getting bitten twice?Besides, how will it be even possible? All of this is going to end soon..Wake up Juve. You are falling for him in real . Stop before you get hurt.
I hate it when my brain functions like this.
But then a hot lump rose in my chest.
Ryan.
He scarred me so bad.
All those lies and the last day.
The way his words had stabbed me in front of the whole school.
I am wary of love but I seemed to be heading that way.
Sleep didnt come for a long time.
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