ONE LAST TIME

Promises

"Admit it I am a good kisser!"
Ethan hollers as he spins me around .
I laugh. I have never been this happy before. This night has turned out to be way beyond everything I have ever dreamed of.
"You are. And I am glad you were my first"
I whiper smiling softly as the rotating disco lights lighten up his face now and then.
He stops spinning me and pulls me closer gentle yet firm.

The way you move is like a full-on rainstorm
And I'm a house of cards
You're the kind of reckless
That should send me runnin'
But I kinda know that I won't get far
And you stood there in front of me
Just close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldn't see
What I was thinking of
"Did I deserve to be your first,Juve?"
His voice is breathless and raspy.
Of course he does.
"More than anyone."
His breath hitches as we lean in unconsciously his fingers tilting my chin up.
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
'Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
And for the third time I forget to breath.
How easily he flicks his tongue and skims it over my lips,the way he presses me to his chest,his eyes closed as he presses his lips harder. Basic instincts makes me tangle my fingers in his hair as I return back with the same fervour.
He opens up his eyes just for a second asking for permission as I open my mouth slightly.
After that he leads me in his own dance our tongues moving in sync.
We break away slightly for air,his chin resting on my shoulder as he leaves a trail of kisses on my shoulder.
I moan ever so lightly. Thank god it is dim otherwise I will be dead.
The music changes and we pull away smiling to ourselves.
I could stay like this forever. Only if he would stay.
He will be gone in another 6 days and the reality of it hits me.
"What happened?"
Ethan asks,his eyes worried and his adorable face pulled up in a cute frown.
I can feel myself breaking thinking of him leaving. Of goodbyes and heartbreaks. He will be gone and what will happen?
"Juve?"
His voice is tensed.
"What..what will happen after one week Ethan?"
His breath hitches as it hits him also and then suddenly his eyes go from stormy back to warm.
He leans in closer and kisses me on my forehead before finally answering,
"I honestly don't know"
I purse my lips feeling those traitor tears coming again.
He runs his hand throuugh his hair before continueing,
"But I won't let you down. I promise. "
I look up smiling amidst the tears.
"I will hold you to that Ethan"
For a brief millisecond something crosses his face. But then he disarms me with his smile and pulls me closer as "Don't let me down" blasts on the speakers. We stare at each other and burst out laughing.
Where have you been all my life?
Somewhere in New Jersey and Los Angeles.
Shut up brain.
Ethan slowly entwines his fingers with mine as we sit there catching our breathe.
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"I am not going." I scream for the third time as I head back to the house.
Arya throws her hand up in exasperation.
"Oh for the love of God Roy, you won't die"
Well ladies and gentlemen ,boys and girls let me take you through the events of the morning.
I got up with the best feelings in the world. All smiles and no frowns replaying his face over and over again.
I even hummed the sappy taylor song that was playing in the morning.
You get it.
I was freaking happy and lovestruck. Till that bitch of a Jenny texted me.
The boys school is coming. Your little episode will be out. Xoxo.
Poof.
There my smile,happiness,taylor swift whatever died and vanished faster that you could say yolo.
I genuinely don't care about the boys school or what they will say.
I have got my fair share of admirers.
Ryan.
Oh god. After all that he has put me through, I don't know how will he react.
Then another face popped in my mind and I smiled again.
Ethan and his goofy ways. The thought of seeing him made me get up and face that bitch again.
I managed it till the gate with my dorm gawking at me and laughing their asses of.
They haven't stopped teasing me.
Even Riya got proposed last night. You could genuinely see she is happy beyond anything.
The rest  of the pairs are on the verge of joining us with Nate being whipped about Ishita and Jace practically following Lava everywhere. Sia..well she and Jack are on whole level of flirtationship. Catherine and Malissa are starting out and Simran is already having two admirers.
So the whole picture is we are all taken. The boys school can go cry.
But now I am halfway and suddenly regretting everything.
What if Jenny hurts me? Well I am not scared of her but I don't know the extent she can go to hurt me.
Well her man crush monday is my throwback thursday. I can't really blame her jealousy problems. But still I am nerve wrecked.
"Juvena Roy will you just shut up and come before I take away your supply of hidden food."
I gulp. That will be worse. I can handle Jenny.
Encouraging myself I follow her to the mess.
"Telling you this is a bad idea" I mutter as she scowls at me.
From a distance I could hear the noise of heys and omg look at him.
I roll my eyes and then my vision blurs as I see Jenny is in the middle telling something rather animatedly to Ryan.
Well,too animatedly.
Then he looks up and I am frozen.
For a second something unreadable crosses his face and then smirks pulling Jenny for a too much PDA kiss.
I look away visiblly aware of everyone staring at me waiting for a reaction.
Well I am not going to give them.
Just then a gentle hand grasps my wrist and turns me around.
I gasp.
Ethan,well he looks every bit the bad boy he secretly is ..
With his loose white shirt and black skinny jeans and the blue denim jacket he sure as hell looks hot.
And there,the classic smirk.
I smile at him and the smile stays as his vision narrows at the excessive show of PDA behind me.
He understands my mood too well.
He smiles and then leans in kissing me. Soft short sweet but firm.
More like I'm here. Don't worry.
I smile and then pulls him closer kissing him harder surprising him.
Well Ryan you can move on. You lost me. I see him pull back abruptly leaving Jenny scowling. His eyes are wide.
I smirk at him as I feel Ethan smiling smugly at him.