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His eyes so bright that I got lost into, so red that attracted me, so fierce that look so much appealing; Jeon Jeongguk is making me feel everything. I hate to admit this but I'm starting to fall. He's getting me, my body couldn't be controlled as I devour him. He wanted this; he loved the pain, and I'm gladly giving it.

The taste of his oozing blood with the mixture of his sweet sweat is conquering my mouth down to my throat. He's addicting. He's luscious. He's beautiful. He's perfect. He's mine, and he's different. I don't know him, and I don't care anymore. I won't force the boy I used to know back.

"V, look at me." He forcefully brought my head up from his chest, and I looked into his eyes. His soft lips that met mine surely fits perfectly and his breathing so hard that I would love to hear all night is getting the best of me. "I'm sorry." The look in his eyes, I can't take it. He looks like he's about to cry and I don't want to that happen. "Stop pushing me away. It hurts so much."

"Why? Why? Why?" Every teardrop that runs down his cheeks, I want to wipe those. His cries, I feel like wanting to kill myself hearing those. I may have been hurting him right now, but I just don't want him getting hurt. Sounds ironic.

"It's... ugh, because of me, you always get hurt. I can't take it anymore, okay? Jeongguk, please let's just not be together. Let's take different paths. We aren't appropriate for each other," I was supposed to be yelling, but by just looking at his soft features makes me soften my voice, whisper out his name gently, and I tried... I tried my very best not to take everything I said back. I tried shoving him away the best I could. Though not having him beside me for a second feels so empty, I still pushed him away. I hate myself for hurting him.

And I hate myself right now for hurting him once again. "Hey, hey." I kissed him on the forehead and shushes him. "It's okay, Jeongguk."

"No. Please tell me you won't push me away again. Say it. Promise me. Please." I kissed the tear that left his eye. He looks so fragile. I can feel his hurt. I don't know why he's acting like this. He feels like another man in front of me now. He feels like that same boy. I feel so confused.

"Of course, Jeongguk. I promise not to push you away again. I promise. Please don't cry now, baby," I say, and gently dived down to have a taste once again of his beautiful lips. I just realized that I called him 'baby' which made him smile sweetly. And here I'd say he is still Jeon Jeongguk. He still has that softness inside of him. He's still the one I love. "Do you wanna hear something from me?"

"Already did," he replied, and back again with his usual grin. I softly chuckle and roll my eyes at him. Wiping the wetness off his face, he sniffed.

"Do you wanna hear it or not?"

"What is it?"

I pressed my lips on his ear, whispering, "You know that you're mine, right?" I felt him nod as I slowly but hardly encircle my thumb on his hip. "Well then, why don't you make me yours, baby?"

Getting what I said, he flips the both of us, having him to press his knee on my groin. Buttons were sent flying as he teared my clothe. He dives on my neck, bites my flesh so harshly, and I wince at the pain as I feel him suck me. "Go easy, Jeon."

"Not happening." He grazed his fangs down to my side just like I did and it feels so painful. His incisive fangs digging deeper and deeper, I let him. Soon after, I felt him tugging on my pants then there he goes sliding it down. He bites on my thigh, widening my legs apart. And I groan.

"J-Jeongguk. Wait. Stop." He slid down my underwear and is undoing his pants now, undressing himself completely. I stared at him, can't actually process everything. And he leans down to meet me face-to-face.

"Maybe this is my way of owning you." I breathe hard as I feel him enter me slowly, my eyes widening as I stare into his eyes. He grins at me before placing kisses on my jaw. His hips started moving and I tensed. "Does it hurt?"

"I-It's okay." My chest feels heavy. This is so new to me and I can't believe he'd be the one to initiate this. I hooked my arm on his neck and shifted into a comfortable position, my back now on the headboard. Jeongguk pressed himself closer to me and placed his mouth on mine as he thrusted faster and deeper.

I couldn't restrain my moans and it came out softly into his mouth. "Baby, stop holding your voice back. I want to hear you." He pulled me to go even deeper, his hands locked on my waist as he whispers out words that make me feel more aroused. "I so want to fuck you hard ever since. Do you like this? Should I go faster, hm?"

"Y-Yes." He entangled his fingers on my locks, tilting my head up and sucking on my Adam's apple which sent me tickles. He continued on making me his, never going soft and slow. Our skins now making wet sounds as they meet. "I... m-missed you... so much, Jeongguk."

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