The next day when we got to the arena I called mum to have a shout at her for not telling me about grandma.
"Rhianne I wanted to tell you when I found out. But you've been so busy." She said
"That's a rubbish excuse mum. You could have just called I would have talked." I said
"Oh yeah what was I meant to say." She said I walked out of the arena, the others didn't need to hear what was going on.
"Is Rhianne okay?" James asked
"Not really." Edward said
"What's going on?" James said looking from Connor to Edward
"She found out yesterday that her grandma has cancer." Con said
"Not Mrs C." Brad said
Connor nodded
"Aw that awful. Who told her." Trist said
"I did." Edward said
"how long have you known?" Jodie said
"Since February." Edward said
"February!" the boys said
"Yeah." Edward said
"How come Rhi wasn't told?" James said
"That's why she's on the phone to mum." Edward said
"Because she didn't tell her." Connor said
"oh." the boys said
"Do the kids know?" James said
"no and it's best they don't know for now." Con said
"Yeah it's not the best thing you want to tell them when they're having such a good time." Edward said
"No." Con said
I wasn't on the phone with mum that long I didn't want to hear her excuses as to why she didn't tell me.
"You okay Rhi?" Con said as I walked back on stage
"Yeah fine. James run with me please." I said James looked at Connor and he nodded.
"You going to be okay without me?" James said
"Yeah we'll be fine." Brad said
"okay." James said he put his guitar down and we got ready to go for a run.
Me and James ran with no real direction to where we were going I just needed to get out and run.
We were out for about 2 hours just running around Manchester. We got back to the arena and I felt so much better my head was clear and not spinning
"You okay babe?" Con said taking hold of my waist and pulling me towards him
"Yeah I'm fine." I say sitting on his lap
"Sure?" Con says looking at me. he puts his arms around me
"Yeah." I say kissing him on the him
"Okay." Con said
21st September. Birmingham
I got a call from Liz to say that the baby that was being taken away from his mother was born and that he was started a course of treatment so that he wouldn't be addicted to drugs for the rest of his life. But what shocked me was that he literally had been taken away from mum at birth so therefore didn't have a name and Liz wanted me and Connor to come up with a name for him.
"You have got to be kidding me." Con said when I told him we were lying in bed after the show
"I think she's hoping we'll keep him." I said
