She will be loved

Chapter 3: Did that just really happen?

   Finally I am albe to catch my breath. I quickly pull away before Demi could make another move. I close my eyes as I breath heavly. I could feel eyes watching me. I don't even have to open my eyes to know who they belong to.

    "Um so I will be in my room if you girls need me. Ashely you could join if you want to. I hope I see you up there. Good night girls." I open my eyes to find Demi walking upstairs. I couldn't even move due to shock. "Did that just really happen?" I could hear myself asking. "Um yeah but what are you still doing here ? Go up there already!" CeCe barks even though that question was more for myself. "Ash you don't have to go up there if you don't want to. No one is forcing you." 

    I don't want to go up there. I know want Demi wants and that's the part that scares me the most. "Look I would go up there because Demi pretty much makes the final desison if you stay or go home for this next round. If you disapoint her Demi might not want you to be on this show , but if you make her happy I am sure she would keep you." CeCe explains.

    "That is so messed up. Ashley don't do this." Jennel begs. I look over to Jennel who holds a disgusted experison with a hint of sadness hidden in her eyes. "CeCe's right. I have to do this.  I am sorry if this is unfair I just have to do this." I take a deep breath as I slowly walk up the stairs. My heart starts to race as I can hear Demi singing. I walk over towards the voice and hide myself behind the door which slightly remains open. I go to lean on the door for support. 

    "Oh hey Ashley ! I am glad you came! Here let me help you up." I grab Demi's hand for support as she helps gets me off the ground. "I am sorry about that I am really clumbsy." I explain. "Its okay I am too. " The room just suddenly becomes quite. I look over to Demi who is bitting her lip. I know that look way to well. I couldn't help but find my eyes traveling down her body. Demi has a perfect body which is something I already knew. I find my eyes traveling up back to hers however a sudden movement cathces my attention. 

     Weakness takes a hold of my body as I began to sweat. The world around me suddenly goes into this black whole where all I hear is the beating of my poudnig heart. I feel the nervus start to rush. They burst sending this sudden rush through out my body. Then I feel it. I feel her body on mine pushing me ruffly against the wall. As the blackness washes away I come to realzie that Demi now remains shirtless. I could feel her hands pulling my shirt over my body. I could feel Demi's energy travling against mine. I close my eyes as I feel her lips on my neck. I can feel Demi playing around with my bra struggling to rip it off. I know my hands should be doing the same I just can't get them to move. 

    Now Demi's lips arent' on my neck anymore. Demi doesn't heasitate to take off my pants. Everything is just happing way to fast. Anixeity now takes ahold of me as I undress Demi. Once our boides are complelety touching I push her onto the bed. I don't let my nervs take over as I take control only not for long. Demi pushes me under as she shows me she wants completle control as we take over the night.