A Problem

Nineteen

DIANA

It was my fault

The thought ran through my head.

Whenever someone got hurt, it would be because of me. I cause too much pain, it's all my fault. Kiki is almost dead because of me. Mom and dad said she would be waking up sometime during the week.

They said she would live, but there may be side affects.

I remembered the day it happened. Kiki's accident had only happened four days ago, but it still played through my head. The argument echoed through my head.

If only I would of listened to her.

But I'm a dumbass and I didn't fucking listen.

The fight played through my mind, especially the part where I threw her off my back. The image of Kiki stumbling down the cliff would be in my head forever.

Her body falling down the cliff as it hit branches and other objects. The small scream she let out as she fell, then it went silent. That's when she had been knocked unconscious.

I caused all this pain, now nothing will be the same.

I have started to keep my distance from everyone.

I knew they couldn't look at me the same. It was me who caused Kiki to end up the way she was. The image of the blood on my hands played through my mind.

Kiki's blood.

The blood was all over my hands, and on my shirt. The gruesome red liquid had been all over me, and I was trapped in it. No matter how hard I rubbed my hands, I imagined it there.

Sighing, I grabbed my phone.

I went on Instagram and saw fans commenting all over my account.

They were asking about what had happened. Dad had posted a picture of Kiki and the family and said she had been in a accident, but nothing else.

I decided to post something.

I found a picture of Jackie, Kiki, Sophia, Lisa and me around last year. We had went on a small trip to Florida for a meet and greet for our channels and the shaytards too.

I posted it and wrote:

Many of you may be wondering what happened to Kiki. Well, about four days ago, Kiki has fallen off of a small cliff on the edge of our property. She's alive, but she hasn't woke up. She had head and stomach injuries, which were pretty bad. Please pray for her. Thanks guys, love you!

Once I posted the photo, likes immediately came in.

Shaytardssslife2: oh my gosh!

Tardsrule2347: she's in my prayers

Babydollcat: it's probably Diana who caused her accident. Diana is so fucking annoying and is such a hoe! She should just go die!

People in the comments started to defend me. But I knew it was true, I was a hoe. I did cause Kiki's accident, and I am the worst sister to have.

Maybe she was right, I should go die.

Then, my phone rang.

"Diana you need to come to the hospital now!" Skye immediately spoke, as I put my phone to my ear.

"Why, is Kiki alright? Please say she is okay!" I exclaimed. I heard Skye let out a muffle sigh through the phone, which made me very nervous.

"She's awake, but you need to see her." Skye said, in a quiet voice. I breathed a sigh of relief as I grabbed my new Adidas superstars that were gold. I put them on as I grabbed a trixin SnapBack. While I was doing this, I put my phone down on my bed and put it on speaker.