Lost in My Mind

Chapter 7: She's The Music In My Soul

Amy's Pov:
I had this idea planned around the time we started high school, I just never found the chance to do it, or had the connections, but I did now. Karma truly loved her music, she loved to sing and to play, she just got nervous sometimes. I loved listening to her sing it took my breath away, and last night after hearing the song she wrote I figured this would be great.
I knew a few people that I had met through Reagan that owned a record company, I called them while she was in the shower, and they said I could head over anytime. They said they could bring Karma in and let her record some demos, I'm hoping she won't freak out. Speak of that redhead, I need to go see what her butt is doing.
"Karma?", I said looking around her room, where could she of gone. Moments later I hear a loud thud.
"Shit!" She yelled from the closet.
"Babe, what are you doing?" I smiled looking at the beautiful redhead sprawled out in the floor.
"Ummm well I was trying to get something off the shelf, and I, kinda slipped." I put my hand down, she grabbed it as I pulled her up to me. I cupped her cheeks pulling her in for a kiss. Out lips gently landing upon one another. I slowly pulled, back looking at her sweet smile and closed eyes.
"Someone needs to be more careful," I said smirking.
"I know, I know," she kinda frowned. "Between pancake batter and closer shelved I'm a messed." I placed my finger under her chin forcing her to make eye contact, she tried to look away but I help her tightly, but ever so gently.
"You may be a mess, but your my mess." I smiled, pulling her in for a hug. I felt her relax beneath my arms, it amazed me house safe we felt in each other's arms. It was as if the moment we were they we were invincible. "Well how about we both get ready for your surprise?" She smiled, nodding to me and she turned searching her closet for the perfect outfit.
She always felt she needed to be perfect, but what she didn't understand was that, no matter what she was perfect. She was perfect with messy hair, morning breath, she always was. I turned walking out of the closet, sitting on the edge of the bed and I watched her move around her closet. An hour later she finally decided on a red lace dress, the dress she wore to homecoming to be exact, I loved this dress on her. During the hour she was in the closet I hadn't managed to get dressed, I had only managed to stare at her.
               "Babe?" She said waving her hand in from of my face.
               "Yes?" I said snapping back into reality, the reality, I had once only thought would be a dream.
"You looked lost there for a second, are you gonna get dressed, or am I going alone?" She smirked nudging my shoulder.
"Oh ya," I chuckled. "I'm going duh, this is a surprise I refuse to miss." I walked over to her closet and just grabbed a pair of jeans and a white lace shirt. If it were up to me I'd be in my donut shirt and bacon sweats all the time, Karma was the one who had style and cared, I was laid back and wore whatever. Together we were perfect. I walked over to her grabbing her hand spinning her around, pulling her close swaying back and forth. I could picture us, our wedding day, is both in long white dresses dancing the night away. In this moment I knew she was who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, not like we planned. Not next door to each other, but together, married in out perfect cardboard castle.
"Are you ready?" I said pulling away, sox I could see her face.
"As ready as I'll ever be, you know how I am with surprises." Her lips turned up into that beautiful smile, that everyone, but me more than anyone loved. She was my forever, my infinity, and my life.
"Ok babe," I smiled, pulling her into a kiss, they never got old. The feel of help lips touching mine, knowing these weren't fake, and never again would be, make my heart skip a beat. "Let's go my love." I grabbed her hand, slowly intertwining our fingers, our hands fit so perfectly. I walked her to my car, hitting the unlock button I grabbed her door opening it as she slid into the seat. She smiled as I closed the door, mouthing those 3 sweet words I love you.

Karma's Pov:
We got into the car, me first then her, because being the sweet Amy she is had to open and close my door for me. I loved that about her, she was always thinking about me before anything, she has treated me better than any guy ever could.
I have no clue where we're going, we've been driving for what feels like hours. Finally she pulled off up in front of a coffee shop. She got out walking to my door, grabbing the handle and opening it before I had a chance. I stood up and ever so sweetly she slid her hand into mine. I loved the feeling of her hand in mine, in this moment I held the world, well my world.
"Ok Karma, are you ready?"
"I've been ready for like and hour" I smiled squeezing her hand, she looked nervous, her normal smile just wasn't there. I felt like that yesterday so scared she would hate my date, and never want to go again...well I can promise her I will never hate anything she does, as long as we're together my world is complete.
"Ok, well you have to put this on," she said smirking as she handed me a blindfold.
"Great I'm gonna end up falling in my face," I said somewhat frowning, I have been a little clumsy lately, I didn't want to make a fool of my self on our date.
"You won't, I'll be right here the whole time," she smiled grabbing my hand in reassurance. "I won't let you fall, and it's maybe a 5 min walk."
"Ok, I trust you," I tied the blindfold and it went black, I instantly field a head grip mine, there she was, my Amy.
"Ok let's go," she said carefully taking a step forward so she didn't knock me off balance. I felt almost lost, I couldn't see and had no clue where I was going. Minutes later she stopped.
"We're here," she said carefully removing my blindfold. For a moment it was blurry, but the moment my eyes adjusted I realized I was in from of a recording studio. My mouth drop and my eyes got wide. Wow.
"Is this ok?" She said pointing to the building, scared I didn't like it. I nodded, I was at a lost for words, she did this for me?
"T t this is a amazing," I managed to stutter out. She smiled pulling me in for a hug squeezing my tight.
"Well I'm glad you like it," she smiled stepping towards the door, holding her hand out for me to grab. "Oh there's more."
"Like what," I questioned, with that I took her hand and followed her inside. The studio, SpitShine Studios to be exact was flawless. She walked me over to a set of chairs, encouraging me to take a seat.
"I'll be right back," she said walking over the the front desk. She talked with the lady, smiling and nodding, she signed something. She said thank you I believe and walked back to me.
"Hi my love," she smiled sitting down next to me. "I guess I should tell you what we're doing here." She laughed placing her hand on mine.
"I'd like that," I smiled grabbing her hand, nodding to her that she could go on.
"Well I met this guy, Russ, through Reagan. I know how much you love to sing, so I called him up. Him and I talked for a while and well he is gonna take you back and have you record a couple demos." My mouth dropped, this is crazy I can't believe she's so this for me. I was going to get to record, this can't be happening.
"Pinch me please, I feel like I'm dreaming," I said as she started to laugh. "I can't believed this, I have an amazing girlfriend, whose been her my whole life, and now she gets me the chance to record demos, how could I be any luckier." I babbled, she really was amazing though, I meant every word, she was my present, and I wanted her to be my future.
"Well it's real I promise, they have a guitar for you to play, now you just have to pick your songs, you get 3," she said holding up 3 fingers smiling at me. " I do have a suggestion though," she said.
"And what might that be?"
"I think one of the songs you choose should be the song you just wrote for me, so I can hear it on repeat." I smiled, I was so happy she liked my song, and I had an idea for the other 2 I'd do. Moments later a guys walked out, Russ I'm assuming.
"Hey Russ" Amy smiled reaching out her hand to shake his.
"Hey Amy, how my favorite blonde," he said.
"I'm doing great, this is Karma, the amazing musician, and my girlfriend." She smiled pointing at me, I blushed every time she called me amazing I couldn't helped it.
"Hey Karma," he reached out his hand, I grabbed his hand shaking it,
I smiled and he smiled back.
"Nice to meet you Russ, " I said as he let go of my hand.
"Nice to meet you to, Amy has told me quite a lot about you."
"Good things I hope," I said smiling at the now red faces Amy.
"All good, how about we head back and get started."
"Sounds great," I said grabbing Amy's hand as we followed him down the hall into a dark room. He flipped the switch revealing a sound booth, a wall covered in platinum records, and the sound gear. I couldn't believe this was happening, I squeezed Amy's hand and she squeezed back.
"Know what your gonna sing," Amy said.
"Actually, ya I do, I'm going to sing Hush Hush, Please Don't Pull Away, and Visions." I said smiling. "Those 3 songs mean the most to me. Getting you back as a friend, having you as a love, and a song I had once though was for Liam, but now I know I had wrote it for you."
"I love you Karma," she said pulling me in for a hug.
"Ready girls?" Russ said, snapping us both out of our little bubble. The Karma and Amy bubble.
"Yes," we said in unison, "Jinx," once again go we said together. We both giggled.
"Ok, Karma if your ready go ahead and head into the sound booth, there is a guitar there, I'm assuming you'll be playing, Amy said you loved it." He smiled, you could see the passion he had for both music and recording all in his face.
"Yep, I'll be playing," I said smiling as I walked into the booth. I picked up the guitar placing the leather strap over my shoulder. I stood there for a moment getting a feel of the guitar, once ready I placed the head phones over my ears and stepped up to the mic.
"Ready for song one Karma," I nodded getting ready to strum, I knew this song by heart even if I had only wrote it a few days ago. I began to strum and the words just flowed from my mouth.

Laying on the bank of a river
Watching fireflies fill the night
Can you here the whisper of the willows?
Singing a song for us tonight

Ever since the day, that I saw you
I had fireworks fill my life
Everyday is like a story
Visions of you in every sight
I saw the smile on Amy's face grow wide, she loves this song, I'll sing to her everyday, now and forever.
It sounds so good
Baby would you be mine
If you only knew
This fairytale in my mind

Dancing hand in hand
Outside in the pouring rain
Leaving footprints in the sand
And taking trips down memory lane
In singing these words I began to realize I needed nothing else in this world to be happy. As long as I had Amy I'd never be sad, one day, whether it be close or far away I'll marry her, my Princess Sarcasm.
It sounds so good
Baby would you be mine
If you only knew
This fairytale in my mind

We're a perfect match
We could be so good together
Your quite the catch
We could be forever

It sounds so good
Baby would you be mine
If you only knew
This fairytale in my mind

It's sounds so good
Baby would you be mine
I stopped taking a breath as I strummed, letting it fade out. Russ and Amy were in the other side of the glass clapping and smiling.
"That was amazing," Russ said, "To be honest I've never had a decoder come in her the first try and not need to run a song multiple times, that's was perfect." Wow he really believed I was good, nobody ever believed. Except, Amy. Amy was my one constant, what kept me afloat and I now knew why.
"Thank you, I'm glad you like it," I smiled looking at the beautiful blonde who made this all happen. She was smiling at me giving me a thumbs up, being the goofy dork I loved.
"Ready to keep going." He said.
"Yep, always ready." I said smiling and placing my finger back in the neck of the guitar.

Amy's Pov:
She looked so happy in there playing her guitar, she was on her last song. Please don't pull away. I couldn't help, but have her first song glued into my head. A song she wrote just to sing to me in our date. I couldn't be happier with her, she didn't have to try to be a good girlfriend, I loved her either way.