Deception

Chapter 3: The Happening

I woke up the next morning around 11 am. My mom was cooking breakfast that smelled like burnt garbage bags.
"Mom what are you cooking? It smells awful." I hissed at her.
"I am trying to do something nice for you since i acted an ass on a special day for you." I laughed and said "well mom dont cook."
She playulfully popped me upside the head and told me to shut up. My mom was a cool individual when she wasnt drunk off her ass. As i sat watching some spongebob my cell phone rang. I didnt expect to hear from Lamar because of how i acted. To my surprise and dismay it was Camille calling.
"Hello?" I answered in an unsure tone.
"Look last night at digs party Jasmine was really drunk and she and Lamar were in the corner. My heart dropped even though i was mad at him i did NOT Want him messing with other girls ESPECIALLY Jasmine.
"Well did they have sex?" I questioned.
"Nope! Thats what i wanted to tell you he really does like you im sorry i was such a bitch i was just trying to protect you." I smiled
"Its ok Chicky i Love you!" I was so excited life without Camille would be very lonely considering ALL the girls at my High School hated me.
"Im glad we were able to put our differences aside but if you choose to be friends with jasmine thats fine but keep the bitch away from me." I said.
"Dont worry about it Girl my jasmine days are over." I heard a beeping on the other line it was Lamar.
"Ok my love Lamar is on the other line ill catch you later?" I waited for her response i didnt want her to snap on me!
"Get your man girl!" I smiled and clicked over.
"Hey beautiful how did you sleep." I slept good you sound really groggy did you drink alot?" I asked. "Yea, i got pretty fucked up the bitch Jasmine tried to rape a nigga." I laughed uncontrolably.
"I heard!." I managed to squeeze out through my laughter.
"I wanna see you ive been thinking about you all morning and i realized i was a dick."
"Its Okay hun i was quite rude myself." I admitted.
"Well lets go to the movies then we can come back to my place my moms and pops aint here." I gave it heavy thought. Besides i did'nt have to have sex with him.
"Alright!" I agreed.
"Ill pick you up in an hour?" He asked.
"That will work." I said excitedly! I hung up the phone and ran to hop in the shower. As i was putting my makeup on my mom appeared in the bathroom doorway glass of vodka in hand.
"Sooo where you going little girl?" She asked.
I smiled and said "Lamar is taking me to the movies!"
"Who the fuck is this Lamar character. You are spending too much time with the nigga."
"Well MOM if you were sober last night you would have met him."
"Shut up little girl im grown I pay
The fuckin bills."
"Mom why do you do this you are fine when you are sober why dont you go get some help."
"Shut up! You sound like your cracker ass dad!"
"Mom go Away!!" She disappeared into her room and came right back.
"Since you giving up your pussy take these with you!" She threw a bunch of condoms at me. I slammed the door in her face the shit i deal with to stay attending the same school. I was convinced my mom was the real Dr. Jekyl And Mr. Hide. Through my tears i continued to apply my makeup Lamar was not going to see me all broken. As i sat on my bed waiting for him my mom was walking around the house ranting and raving about shit that made no sense. "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I Yelled at her. No 17 year old girl can get away with talking to their parents the way i do but lets be honest you can say anything to a drunk person because they are too wrapped up in their addiction. As my cell phone rang i thought to myself "saved by the bell!" I basically RAN out my house. When i got in the car Lamar stared at me.
"Why does it look like you have been crying Ma?" He asked me with genuine concern in his big brown eyes.
"My mom is a trip." I answered not giving any details i didnt want him to think i was crazy. But little did i know HE was the crazy one. He caressed my chin and told me not to worry about whatever was bothering me. I felt safe with him. I knew while i was with him no one would hurt me.
"So what movie are we going to see?" I asked trying to change the subject.
"I was trying to see that new super hero joint." he Said. It seemed like he didnt know what he was talking about.
"Deadpool?" I asked.
"Yeah thats it." He answered.
"Well lets see that then." I was surprised he showed no concern about what i wanted to see. Hes lucky i wanted to see That as well or else i would have had to be the difficult bitch i deep down inside knew i truely was. We pulled up to Southcenter Mall. The mall everybody went to because it was the best mall in all of Washington state it seemed like. They have added to it by adding a movie theatre to the top of the building. As we approached the escalator he told me my ass looked fat in my jeans and he liked it. I looked back at him and shot him a look that simply said "Watch your fucking self." I dont know why i was so uptight about my body. I see girls gettin sexually deflowered by guys i go to school with all the time. I just didnt like it. At this moment i was more concerned with Lamar not losing interest without me not having to sleep with him. I then took his large hand and placed it on my ass cheek.
"Damn girl thats the Larissa i was waiting to come out." He exclaimed. I just casually smiled even though deep down inside i felt like a filthy whore. The movie theatre was packed and very chilly. Lamar is a total gentlemen he put his jacket over me while we were watching the movie. About an hour into the film i felt Lamar's hand creeping to my thigh.
"Tell me something." He whispered into my ear.
"Yes?" I said.
"I hope you dont think im a pig for asking you this but are you a virgin?"He asked. I thought to myself once i tell him im a virgin its going to be a Deal breaker so i lied. Biggest mistake i could have ever made.
"No." I nervously said.
"Damn for real?" He said smiling very large.
"Well how many niggas been in those guts i know nobody from the school cuz' niggas dream about gettin in em'." He said sounding very interested in my imaginary sex life.
"Well he goes to A different High School, and hes the only guy i have ever been with." Lying even more. Not knowing the danger I just put myself in.
"Well we are going to have to change that." He said that with a stern look on his face that kind if frightened me. I laughed and told him i did not want to move too fast with him.
"Thats fine ma im not trippen." He protested with a look of deep thought on his face. I was hoping the movie lasted much longer because i was very nervous about going to his house afterwards. Then i figured i can say no to his sexual advances if he dumps me over it owell then we didnt need to be together. After the movie Lamar hopped up like a little kid on Christmas morning running to their Christmas presents. In the car on the way to his house i was so nervous that my palms were sweating. As he pulled up in his driveway a feeling of dread rushed over me but it was too late to turn back now.
"You alright girl you look like you have seen a ghost." He said as he hugged me.
"I I I I'm okay i said studdering."
"You want me to take you home?" He asked. Why God did i tell him no!?
"Nnno." I stammered. When he opened up his door and i walked inside his home i felt a million times better. His home was very cozy. I can tell respectible people lived there and this must mean they raised a respectible young man. I sat on his couch and he disappeared into the kitchen and came back with a big glass bottle with blue liquid that appeared to be glowing in one hand and in the other hand he had a glass bottle with brown liquid in it.
"You thirsty?" He asked.
"What the fuck is THAT?" I demanded. He started laughing at me.
"Girl i aint never heard you curse before."
"Really Lamar what is that?"
"You ever have an incredible hulk?" He asked still giggling to himself.
"No i Dont Drink." I admitted.
"Well try this." He started mixing the two liquids together and they instantly turned a bright green.
"This is Henessy and hipnotiq mixed together. He said responding to my puzzled look.
"I dont want none of that shit my mom is an alcoholic and i swore i would NEVER drink." I said putting my hand up.
"Girl live a little. one fuckin cup of this shit aint gone kill you or make you drunk." He looked annoyed with my childish behavior so i took the drink. Peer pressure is a muthafucka! As i raised the glass to my lips the smell alone made my head spin. I looked at Lamar he was looking at me waiting for me to take a sip. In that instant i just downed the drink. I started choking immediately. Lamar ran to the kitchen to grab me some water.
"Damn girl i didnt say take that shit to the head." He said as he handed me the water. My chest was burning. I started to feel woozy the room felt like it was spinning. Lamar turned the T.V on and sparked up a joint.
"Wanna hit this?" He asked puttin the blunt in my face. It was clear i wasnt in my right mind because i accepted. As i inhaled the chronic my chest tightened it felt like i swallowed rubbing alchohol and once again i started a choking episode. "Damn girl you takin this shit like a Gee thats fuckin sexy" he exclaimed he seemed excited and unphased by the stuff he was taking into his body. For this being my first time doin this shit i felt loose and i knew i was tipsey. We sat there watching some T.V show that i couldnt make out because of my mental state. Lamar then got off the couch and started taking his clothes off. I immediately snapped back to reality.
"Lamar WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" I yelled.
"Dont fight it Larissa you know you want this dick." He said while he climbed on top of me. He got really aggressive he ripped my shirt off and began suckling my neck. I could barely move with all of his body weight on me.
"PLEASE GET OFF ME!!" I continued to yell and scratch his face up. He slapped me so hard in my face that i saw colors.
"Bitch shut up and take this dick."  He said while wrapping his hands around my throat. In an instant it was like he has done it before he began snatching my jeans off. I tried with all my might keep them up but the fact of the matter is hes way stronger than me. I started thinking about all my so called "haters" they werent jealous they were trying to warn me about the monster on top of me. "Oh my god lamar i dont want this!"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!!" He yelled again punching me in the face. I could barely breathe tears were streaming down my face, blood pouring out of my nose, and not to mention his hands were around my throat! In that moment felt a hard warm object in between my legs. I knew it was his disgusting dick that i so desperately wanted to snap in half! He then just shoved it into my vagina. I looked at the clock it read 4:15 between his vigorous pumps i felt warm liquid betwen my legs i knew i was bleeding. At 4:19 he was done just. Like that. He looked down at his blood stained couch. He punched me in the face again.
"YOU LYING BITCH!! YOU SAID YOU WASNT A VIRGIN LOOK AT MY FUCKIN COUCH AND YOU GOT BLOOD ALL OVER MY DICK!" I pleaded, "Please let me go lamar you got what you wanted you fuckin prick!" In that moment he started landing punches all over my body. I felt like I was being jumped by multiple people. He grabbed me by my hair and dragged me off the couch! He kicked me in my stomach and told me to get the fuck out his house. I was in pain and covered in blood i wasted no time. I limped out of his house so quickly like my life depended on it. I was limping down pacific highway in a daze trying to make an understanding of WHAT happened and WHY it happened. In that moment everything went black and i collapsed.