Deception

Chapter 23: Samantha's Dirty Little Secret

I have been having alot of fun with Larissa. Its so hard for me to believe that shes the one that got the father of my unborn child killed. Most of the time Jeremiah and Larissa were together he was messing with me. At first it was just sex, but theres no way you can be sexual with somebody and not catch feelings. After Jeremiah got killed I found out i was pregnant. I was devestated. I knew if Jeremiah was alive he would have wanted me to keep the baby. The fact of the matter is I didnt want to raise a baby by myself. I didnt want my baby to grow up and ask me where their father is. It broke my heart but i got an abortion. Im waiting for the day that Larissa feels comfortable enough to tell me what happened with Jeremiah. She didnt deserve to live and she damn sure doesnt deserve that baby shes carrying. She has been playing it safe. I bet that rich boyfriend of hers is in her ear. It must have been fate that i met this girl at school. I want something fucked up to happen to her. I know she has had bad luck with friends in the past. Its too bad i have to add on to that fucked up friend history. It wont matter because the bitch wont be around to cry about it. My best friend Cheryce that we also go to school with says that what im planning is rediculous. She thinks i should just use her for all her money since she buys me anything i want already. Thats just the icing on my motherfucking cake! Im going to take the bitch's money then set her ass up to get blasted just like she did to Jeremiah. I dreamed about him every night. I see him and our child. She took a life from me that she was now living. I am going to unleash a world of hurt on her, but for now i have to keep up this act going until she released the information to me that i needed. I decided to head out to the south. I needed some weed so i called Cheryce. "Aye you wanna give me a ride to the south real fast?" I asked. "You still live in that group home?" She responded. "Duh bitch you know i cant go home!" I said. "Then hell no man gas aint cheap yo broke ass aint givin me no money so you better call one of them niggas you be fuckin on." She said coldy. I hung up on her. Some best friend that bitch was. When she was down and I was up i always had her back. Ever since i left home she has acted like she cant be bothered with me outside of school. By the way I lied to Larissa about my parents. After my abortion I went a little crazy. My parents had me committed when i was just depressed. They were worried that I was obsessing too much about the death of my child's father and said it wasnt healthy. After i was released I did not return home because all they wanted to do was judge me. I stayed with friends until their parents got tired of me. The last friend I was staying with was nice enough to call a group home for me. Even though its in the middle of fucking no where. If that fuckin SKANK Larissa didnt get my baby daddy killed i would not be living like this. Since that bitch Cheryce wouldnt give me a ride I called Larissa. I knew her ass would give me a ride. She was so desperate to have friends so i knew i could count on her. To my surprise she said she wasnt feeling up to it. Her being pregnant was fucking up everything. I wasnt going to be able to get the bitch drunk so she could spill the fucking beans. Ive been going back and fourth with myself. "Samantha do you mind?" my beefy looking roomate asked. "Fuck you talking about?" I snapped. "Im trying to study i dont want to hear you talking to yourself!" She responded. "Whatever BITCH!" I said as i walked out the room flipping the bitch the bird. I need to get the fuck out of here. All these homely ass gurls acted like they had a problem with me. I was relieved when Larissa called me and said she was feeling better and could pick me up.