marry the prince → j.jungkook ◇editing

Chapter 36

Jung Kook P.O.V

I watched her back figure walking back to home. I followed behind her quietly as possible.

I want to help her hold the bags. I want to talk to her. I want to jokes around and tease her. But, she's too far and I can't reach her.

Its going to be the last time I will see her. I wish I can said a proper goodbye.

Flashbacks

"Jungkook. Mian. But Eunsoo seem not wanting to be bothering. She won't take this letter." Hane's eyes softened.

"Ah, its okay. Can you try again tomorrow?" I asked as her face showed curiousity.

"S-Sure. But I wonder why don't you give it to her by yourself." I gave a small smile.

"I might not see her again." She frowned. I let out a chuckled and excused myself to walk away.

End of flashbacks.

You really hate me don't you? I'm still following her behind but making sure she will not detect me.

I really want to hear she laugh for the last time.

I can't make her happy.

She reached the home and opened the door knob then walk inside. My heart shatters.

•••••

I was waiting outside somewhere nobody can't found or see me. Its getting darker.

Did they worried about me?

I feel something hit my skin from above. I lift my head up to look at the sky. Rain were pouring. It's raining.

The rain drops heavily wetting me. I walk to the house while holding the bag. The house were I made many memories. Where I found kind people.

I put my bag infront of the door. I brush my hair back that was covering my eyes. I stare at the door. I want to knock. But my hand feel heavy. No. I gotta go.

Thank you.

And.

Goodbye.

I walk away but turn around for the last time to take a last look at the house. I'll miss you guys.

I smiled and turn back infront to walk away.

Its dark and raining. But the street lamp lighting up the street. I walk and walk in the rain then found myself in the middle of the playground.

I remember when I piggyback her all the way here. I remember giving her ice cream and seeing her probably crying.

I wish we can come her together again.

Its time for me to go. I have to go.

Is it the right thing I do? Yes, probably- for everyone good.

I glanced down at my neck to look at the pendant that have been hanging there since I came here. I take a deep breath.

Closing my eyes.